JUST A DREAM

3 : Dedicated for you

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Forgetting you is the hardest thing to do . And knowing you was the biggest challenge that i had face in my whole life. But seeing you happy makes my day worth it. I'm still wishing that you will notice me sometimes. But then again that wish were meant to be broken. And do you know how i felt? I felt really bad for not telling you the truth. For not telling you how much i like you or rather love you. Do you know why? Because I'm really afraid to lose what that little thing we had. In the near fact! We don't have anything.😥

Yeah! That's how my life works.

Weeks! And yet your still not noticing me. Sad!
But i have to continue my life. I'm not that desperate for you. I will not lock onto my room just because I didn't saw you. But that i'll just continue it. Cause think about it. If I lock myself in my room the whole day. What do you think will happen to me!? NOTHING.
Just like our relationship NOTHING...

TOTALLY AND DEFINITELY NOTHING...

It hurts me so much every time I see you smiling to others,responding to their taughts and here I am dreaming that someday I may replace them to your attention..

It is like hey!!! I'm here, cant you see me I'm always here waiting for you to recognize me..
But you're treating me like air that you cannot see but you can feel-you don't give any attention to me....
Every time I'm alone I'm always dreaming about you,that we are happy together,you are doing sweet things to me,you are holding my hands while we are walking,saying I love you to me and texting me before sleeping..

But in the mere fact is that , I'm always waking up that I don't have YOU and it is very impossible for me to have YOU...

The truth-fullness of being brokenhearted is always striking up to my mind..and every time it happens I cant stop my tears from falling down.

I'm like a broken glass that you can NEVER,EVER restore again..Until now, I continuous picking up my broken heart because every time that you are ignoring me it always break me into pieces...

But you know what? Somehow I just realize that we cant have each other...I may be WORTHLESS to you but PRICELESS to others...

Always remember that I'm not totally giving you up but I'll always be here for you no matter what happen to the both of us I always be here WAITING,LOVING AND SUPPORTING you forever..

I think this is the end for us but new beginning for our new life at the same time..
So....this must be my last goodbye..
I may live but remember I left my heart with you so take care of it....THANK YOU for giving an unforgettable experience of LOVE AND HEART ACHE...

I LOVE YOU GOODBYE
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE
I LOVE YOU GOODBYE

[ Grabe salamat beca! ge i love you na lang! ahahah. harsh mo girl. Pero thanks na din sa effort]

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Mae! Mae! Mae!. paulu-ulit na tawag sakin ni Beca

Why?Why?Why?. pauli-ulit ko ding sagot. Ahahah. siguro nga pare-pareho na kaming baliw. Haissst.

Nagustuhan mo ba?

Nagustuhan ang alin? Hala siguro totoo ngang nababaliw ka na.

Shunga ka talaga!

Ano ba yun. Ang gulo mo eh!

Haisssst! kung nabasa mo na ba yung ginawa ko sa cellphone mo!

AHHHHH! ayun ba! ah oo nabasa ko na. Pero hindi ko nagustuhan.

Bakit naman!

Anla Basta!

LOL! Mae. Sabihin mo lang nasasaktan ka. And we all believe that the truth hurts so be with it. Di mo na mababago ang mga kabanatang yon. AHAHAH

WOW! Nagsalita. baka gusto mong.

AH! Ah. hinde na.

Good.

After our argument nag-recess na kami. Ano pa nga ba! edi excited na naman ako. FYI ito kaya yung pinaka-favorite subject ko. Chars* ahahahaha.

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As usual. Di ko nanaman nahawakan yung phone ko! ewan ko ba kung bakit laging kinukuha ni Beca yung phone ko. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung ano yung ginagawa nya dun eh. minsan nga nagtataka ako, pano ba naman kase kapag ako ang may hawak wala akong magawa. pero pag si beca, parang,parang andaming laman nung phone ko. Haissst ewan ko ba. makatulog na nga lang. By the way. Vacant kami ngayon. AHAHHAHA lagi nga pala kaming Vacant kase nagagawa na nang grades yung mga teachers namin. SO ayun natulog na lang ako.

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Nung nagising ako nakita ko halos lahat ng classmate ko nakain nung..... ano nga bang tawag dun. ayun yung scramble. Ano bang lasa nun. nung huli ako kumain nun lasang ewan. Habang yung iba naman naglalaro ng Hide ' n Clap. At sympre hindi rin naman magpapahuli yung mga classmate kong Wattpad and Ebook lovers. Yeah! ganan kami ka-bored. Ganan ka-bored ang Diamond.

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Bumalik ako sa pagtulog. And akalain nyo nga naman oh! pati baga naman dito sa pagtulog ko nangangarap ako.! At alam nyo ba kung ano yung pinapangarap ko!

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SECRET! AHAHAHAH SEE YOU SA CHAPTER 4. ^_^