Apathetic

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*** Inspired by the song Apathetic by Drowning Pool


Look at me apathetic, apathetic

These monsters make me so sick

I double over in pain, clutching at my throat

Just hoping that maybe my demons will choke


You want to know the truth about me?

You don't know who the hell I am

You don't see the cruelty of my own mind

You can't even begin to imagine this disease

That threatens to take control of me


Look at me apathetic, apathetic

You seem to think that my situation is no big lick

But let me tell you something, fool, you don't understand

It's not my fault your life is so fucking bland


You want to know what I'm going through?

You can just forget it, I don't feel like sharing

You can keep your pity and apologies to yourself

You can shut your big mouth and mind your own business

I don't want to talk to you, so silently take your best guess


Look at me apathetic, apathetic

I don't care what you want for me

You laugh at me when I plead for a little mercy

I'm dying of humiliation under your oppressive thumb

And I'm sick of your shit, so I'm telling you I'm done


You want to know what the hell you did?

You're oppressive and controlling

You're hateful when you should be loving

You're right when you're wrong, but that's just wrong

I've been living under your dictatorship for far too long


Look at me apathetic, apathetic

I'll run far, far away from you and your bullshit

Claim it, it's yours, don't regret it because I won't forgive it

Just you wait and see everything you've done to me

Watch me on my deathbed scream at you to leave


But maybe I won't live long enough to tell you that

Or maybe you won't come because you know what I'll say

How could you ever think that I would ask you to stay?

Just take a taste of that...

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 28, 2016 ⏰

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