*** Inspired by the song Apathetic by Drowning Pool
Look at me apathetic, apathetic
These monsters make me so sick
I double over in pain, clutching at my throat
Just hoping that maybe my demons will choke
You want to know the truth about me?
You don't know who the hell I am
You don't see the cruelty of my own mind
You can't even begin to imagine this disease
That threatens to take control of me
Look at me apathetic, apathetic
You seem to think that my situation is no big lick
But let me tell you something, fool, you don't understand
It's not my fault your life is so fucking bland
You want to know what I'm going through?
You can just forget it, I don't feel like sharing
You can keep your pity and apologies to yourself
You can shut your big mouth and mind your own business
I don't want to talk to you, so silently take your best guess
Look at me apathetic, apathetic
I don't care what you want for me
You laugh at me when I plead for a little mercy
I'm dying of humiliation under your oppressive thumb
And I'm sick of your shit, so I'm telling you I'm done
You want to know what the hell you did?
You're oppressive and controlling
You're hateful when you should be loving
You're right when you're wrong, but that's just wrong
I've been living under your dictatorship for far too long
Look at me apathetic, apathetic
I'll run far, far away from you and your bullshit
Claim it, it's yours, don't regret it because I won't forgive it
Just you wait and see everything you've done to me
Watch me on my deathbed scream at you to leave
But maybe I won't live long enough to tell you that
Or maybe you won't come because you know what I'll say
How could you ever think that I would ask you to stay?
Just take a taste of that...
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Unveiled: You Don't Know Me
PoésieThis is my poem book of anger and other things that I don't normally share with others. This is not a side I usually show, but I need to get it out somehow, so I'm sharing it through poetry. ***WARNING: These writings contain strong language and ma...