Reflection

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I look in the mirror

And I hate what I see

I see an overweight liar

Staring right back at me


I eat too much

I need to stop

I "forgot" my lunch

To lessen my stupid muffin top


Don't make me eat

I'm not even hungry

And I don't need the calories

So just let me be


I'm sick of the numbers

That the scale likes to show

I'm clumsy and I lumber

And that's only some of my woes


I want a flat belly

So I need to work out

Because it jiggles like jelly

And I'm becoming a cow


I look at my reflection

"I hate you" I say

It looks back in rejection

With a sneer on it's face


*** I'm not actually anorexic. I just needed to vent. I do need to lose weight, but my metabolism sucks. I'm slowly starting to hate food more and more and I have a feeling I'm starting a bad path, but tbh everything sucks right now and the last thing I need is to get fat -_- and yes I did eat lunch today xx

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