I told you not to fall in love with me, Mikey Fusco. ~Fan Fiction~ **Completed**

fifthteen

"Mikey, no, no.. Nothings wrong. I just miss you."

"I miss you too baby.. I'll be home in two weeks!"

"Okay. goodnight. I love you."

"Goodnight beautiful. I love you too."

The line went dead. Mikey has been in California for a month. The video that they were making needed more time. Which resulted in more time by myself. Alone, with my thoughts.

My dad still went through with going into court with my mother. They are divorcing, and my father is trying to get something out of my mom for taking me away. She has been working double to be able to pay for my medical bills, herself, the court fees, a lawyer, and if my dad does get money out of her.

This has been the worst time in my life.

I was secretly wishing to just slowly pass away in my sleep. But I knew I had promised Mikey to try. So he was the only who was keeping me motivated at the moment.

After various doctors and nurses coming in and out, someone unexpected came in. My mom.

"What are you doing here? I thought you were flying for another two nights."

"I'm going to court tomorrow. So I caught the first flight home. I needed to be here."

I was shocked. Tomorrow? Already?

"Are you ready?"

My mom let out a nervous laugh.

"No. But I better get going. I need a good nights sleep."

"Okay. Come here when its over..Okay?"

"Okay, goodnight. I love you."

"Love you too. Good luck."

She nodded walking out of the room.

I dropped my head back. Thinking about tomorrow.

I took a deep breath, to be immediately met by another, and another. My breathing was rapid, non stop. Which I guess was better than not breathing at all.

 I buzzed for a lady with a white dress on with ugly matching shoes.

"What's wrong Ryder?"

"M-my brea-athing."

She came closer and put her soft, recently lotioned hand on my chapped, petite arm. Her smile to me seemed warming, but the look in her eyes showed a whole different story. Something bad was going to happen. Something bad was happening.

"Just try to sleep sweetie."

She softly smoothed her hand over my arm and walked out, leaving the door a creek open exposing some light from the hallway.

I closed my eyes, listening to myself breathe and the monitor play the song of my heartbeat.

I was later woken up by a slam on the door. I opened my eyes squinting, not expecting to be filled with enough brightness that the sun can be in the room.

"RYDER!"

"Mom?"

"YOUR FATHER HAS TO GIVE ME MONEY AND IM A SINGLE WOMEN WOOHOO!"

I looked at the clock to be met with the time of five o'clock in the afternoon!

"Good for you mommy!"

She smiled at me.

"Are you hungry? Thirsty?"

"No. Just tired."

She nodded.

We were interrupted from our awkward silence by Doctor Fields.

"Ryder, can we please talk to you and your mother."

We both nodded.

"I really, really hate to tell you this. But Ryder is coming to end. I'm sorry. There is only one other thing we can do. That is surgery. This is a very risky surgery. That's why we needed to talk to you before making plans."

"Well do it." My mom spoke without a doubt in her voice.

"Mam, you do know that there is only a thirteen percent that this will work."

"I don't care. That is a possibility. Ryder's a trooper. I know she will fight through it."

I smiled at my mom, not knowing what else to do or say.

"Okay. Is this okay with you Ryder?"

I nodded, not being able to talk from the lump that was now forming in my throat.

"Okay. It will be a month from today. August Nineteenth."

He wrote down something on the clipboard he always had in his hand and walked out to leave my mom and I together.

"Do you want to call Mikey?"

"Yeah, he should probably know. He's coming home in two weeks, so he'll be here before the surgery."

"I just have this feeling, that it will work Ry."

She then collected her bag and book and went outside to chat with the nurses.

I took my phone and dialed Mikey's number.

"Hello beautiful!"

"Hi cutie. How are you?"
"I'm great now that i'm talking to the most amazing girl ever!"

I blushed being relived that he wasn't here to see my pale skin turn to a rosy pink.

"Awh Mikey, I miss you."

"I miss you too. So much."

"How's the music video?"

"Pretty good. I just wish you could be in it. Some of these girls are major bitches and annoying and won't shutup."

"I wish I was there. I always wanted to go to California!"

"Well, when you get better we can come here. Maybe we can even get married here!"

"Umm Mikey, we need to talk about that actually.."

"What getting married? We already talked about that."

"No,no the other thing... me getting better."

"Ryder, what's wrong?"

"I'm getting surgery in a month and theres only a thirteen percent chance that it will work. Its very risky."

"Well Ill be back by then. So I'll be by your side the whole time. I have to go. I love you so much."

You could here the shakiness in his voice spilling out.

"Love you too."

The line went down, just like my heart will soon.

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