Terrence's POV:
" I love you "
those three magical words that came out his very own mouth. God, how long did I wait to hear it? probably longer than i should have. But I dont care, as long as he said it, genuinely...im happy.
I stared at his eyes. its different now, his eyes used to be so sparkly, full of glow and happy. but the eyes I see right now is full of fears, doubts...and questions...I can sense something is wrong. maybe the only thing that didnt change is the fact that it will always look so beautiful.
" I love you too, alam mo naman yon diba?" I cupped his cheeks and he nodded slightly. his face still wet because of tears.
" dapat lang tlga noh, best friend mo kaya ako " he said. but something inside me hoped he didn't say the last few words. bakit? bakit ako nakaramdam ng konting kirot dahil don?
weird man pero alam ko na this is 'not' nothing. alam ko merong kakaiba.
but that is not the point. ayoko isipin tong puso at nararamdaman ko. vice comes first, like he always did before.
" gusto mo bang magpahinga ulit? I think you need more sleep " I smirked, halata kasi na palaging napupuyat to.
(a/n: BAKIT KAYA?!?!?! charot)
" but food sounds like a better idea " he said, he pouted at nag puppy eyes pa. jusko, alam nya kasi na hindi ko sya matitiis sa paganyan-ganyan nya.
I laughed a little at hinawakan yung kamay nya. I dragged him to the kitchen at pinaupo sa isang chair
" just sit there while I cook " I gave him a small smile at kumuha na ng maluluto sa ref. jusko, eh puro instant foods nandito eh -_- but then I saw bacon and ham so I decided to cook it instead.
I remember the last time I cooked this for him and he almost die. HAHAHAHA.
" hoooy, muntanga to. bat pangiti-ngiti ka dyan?" he asked from behind. nahalata siguro nya XD
" wala naman, naalala ko lang naman po yung pinagluto kita sa bahay mo at muntik ka nang mamatay dahil nakita mo tong napaka gwapo kong mukha " I teased, madali tong mapikon eh.
" nabulunan dhil nakita ang mukha mo? baka naman dahil sa sobrang takot " sagot nya, hahahaha. sabi na ngang di to sasang-ayon pag sinabi kong ang gwapo gwapo ko eh. but I know deep inside him, he consider me as one of the most handsome guy he ever met. o baka nga 'pinaka handsome' eh.
" sus denial ka pa " I replied (a/n: WEEEEEH PAREHO LANG NAMAN KAYO SUUUSSS MAGSAMA NGA KAYO!!!) " eh for sure naman kahit isang beses pinag pantasyahan mo rin ako " I chuckled. siguro kong magkatabi lang kami ngayon kanina pa nya ako nasakal.
" nahiya naman yung dictionary sa sobrang kapal mo " sabi na eh. hahahaha!!
" but at least, you didnt say 'no' " now I face him and he really looks he's about to explode (wag kang green) he's as red as the tomatoes
" pag di ka tumigil matotulog nalang ako. " he said childishly. aish, kahit kailan tlga.
" kahit kailan pikon ka tlga eh noh?" I moved closer to the counter table and faced him.
" hindi naman po ako pikon " he answered almost like he's shouting, eh magkatapat lang naman kami " ewan ko nga kung bakit di pa'ko nasanay dyan sa kayabangan mo."
he's acting like a kid most of the time or all the time. there's really no in between.
while facing him, nakatutok lang ako sa mukha nya. he's whining also. ewan ko ba baka naging habit nya na maging sobrang grumpy o dahil lang sa napaka mapang asar ko? I dont know. but the thought made me laugh deep inside.
I think im the only one who gets into his nerves. but at least kahit ganito ako, mahal ako ni vice. mahal ako ng BEST FRIEND ko.
" sige na nga, simula ngayon panget na ang tingin ko sa sarili ko " his eyes widened with what I said.
" bakit? ayaw mo naman kasi sumang ayon nung sinabi kong gwapo ako " I acted like I was hurt. well a part of me was but it was just actually me fooling around.
" sinabi ko bang hindi? ayoko lang naman na nagmamayabang ka masyado " mataray nyang sagot but I know deep inside concerned sya sakin kung naoffend ba tlga ako. I guess my plan is working.
I went back to what I was doing awhile ago. medyo na overcooked nga yung bacon at ham eh.
" but I never heard you say na gwapo ako. "
I didnt hear any reply for the next few seconds, until I felt two arms wrapped around my waist. I gulped.
" no words needed, your face already says it all. " he whispered against my neck. it sent shiver all over my body. tumayo yung balahibo ko dahil sa init ng hininga nya. It was the first time.
siguro kong di nyo alam na mag best friend kami, you'd picture us as gay couple. you know? that imaginations when a guy is cooking then the love of his life showed up and wrap his arms around him. then he will kiss him all over his face.
Fuccckk? what am I even thinking? My goodness.
I cursed myself inside of my head.
inoff ko muna yung stove to be safe. then I face him, his face just inches away from me.
I gave him my very killer smirk, inirapan nya lang ako " happy na? " he asked sounding so annoyed.
then I pouted and replied " eh bat parang napipilitan ka lang?" tanong ko
he rolled his eyes. dapat ako ang mapikon dahil sa pag iinarte nitong best friend ko eh. but instead I find it very cute pag nagtataray sya. lalo na sakin.
" ewan ko sayo, di pa ba tapos yan? gusto ko nang kumain eh " he's whining again for the thousandth times today. I sighed.
" Gusto mo ako nalang kainin mo?"
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AAAYYY NAKO BAT PURO BISMOOD TONG MGA KAPATID KO SA TWITAH?
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CHAROT.
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O AYAN FOR THE FIRST TIME NAKAPAG UD AKO NG HINDI PA NAG 1 WEEK MAY HIMALA TLGA.
p.s. the next ud will be published in 2017
chos
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