My Big Brother | L.P.

Chapter 5

*Ella's POV*

I know I shouldn't be mad at him for going out, I went out too, but only to the soccer fields at school. Liam went clubbing with the boys and never came back, I was worried. he never told the boys where he was going, yet they called him 'Daddy Direction'.

He doesn't seem that responsible now, he left me alone I'm 11, that is illegal. I pushed past Liam and went over to the doorway that leads out of my room. I opened the door and pointed to the doorway.

"Leave, I have school in 3 hours now, seeing as I was up all night worrying about you." I spoke harshly.

Liam moved slowly to the door and left me alone. If he thought I was going to bed, he is stupid. I just wanted time alone, when I am stressed, I write songs. I locked my bedroom door and went back in the studio. I sat down on a chair, with my guitar in hand.

I grabbed a writing pad and a pencil and jotted down the first notes that popped into my head.

(A/N This song is Never be alone by Shawn Mendes)

I promise that one day I'll be around,

I'll keep you safe I'll keep you sound,

Right now it's pretty crazy and I don't know how to stop or slow it down,

And hey I know there are some things we need to talk about,

I want my song to relate to Liam and me, even though i am "mad" at him, which I am not, I am just worried. But he didn't care about me, I was worried sick, yet he comes home and spies on me while I am in the studio. I am really sick of all of this drama, I want it to stop.

But I can't stay,

So let me hold you for a little longer now,

And take a piece of my heart,

And make it all your own,

So when we are apart,

You'll never be alone,

I don't want to be mad at him, but I want to show him what it feels like to be alone. He doesn't know what it is like to have no one, but he came into my life and gave me a family. When I came back to the house that afternoon, I thought they left me, forever.

Words started to flow out of me, non stop. Songs always just come to me when I am going through crap like this. My song writing helps with the bullying, the words come from them, mostly. The harsh things that say motivate me to write.

You'll never be alone,

When you miss me close your eyes,

I may be far but never gone,

When you fall asleep tonight just remember that we lay under the same stars,

And hey,

I know there are some things we need to talk about,

But I can't stay,

So let me hold you for a little longer now,

I wish Liam was holding me, when ever I am with him I feel safe. He keeps me safe, at the orphanage, Olivia would always throw rocks at my window until I would climb down and fight her. She was always causing trouble, whether it was a fight with me or someone else.

And take a piece of my heart and make it all your own,

So when we are apart,

You'll never be alone,