White Lies [Completed]

H E R

I told myself,

Day after day,

That I didn't love you.

This day, 

was when I started believing my own lies.

I made them reality.

When I saw you, 

My heart didn't skip a beat.

When I heard your voice,

From across the hall.

I didn't hold my breath.

I went on with my day.

I hated this,

I had lied too much,

I wasn't thinking right.

I lied to myself all the time.

They weren't white lies.

And I needed to stop.

But the only way to stop..

Is to go back to where you started.

Where is that you ask?

Where I started, was 

              you.