Why this?

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Why this?
Why this, this pain.
Why hurt me again?
You always say sorry.
You don't even mean it.
I'm asking why this?
Why this everyday.
It happens all the same.

You talk then hang up.
Don't call for hours.
When you want to talk you call.
But when I want to talk you don't.
Why this, this pain.
Why this, this hell.
It hurts me a lot.
But you never see.

I hide the pain that you bring.
Or like most say "I bring"
I'm in hell anymore.
So tell me why, why this?
Why hurt someone you "love"
I could get depressed more now.
I thought you would help me.
But look anymore I'm hurt.

Anymore I want this pain to end.
But like I said to you before.
"Once a cutter always a cutter."
I thought you cared like back then.
But I was wrong, I thought you did.
But now I'm asking, why this pain.
You bring it everyday, no one to see
See the pain, pain behind the mask.

I'm sorry for the pain I bring.
I know I hurt others everyday.
But still yet, you hurt me more.
No on hears me screaming at myself.
Anymore I'm just alone, as before.
Now look me in the eyes, I'll put a face smile.
Don't worry tonight, but maybe tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be different, I hope.
But maybe you'll stay the same, like always in this pain you bring.

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