The Poems from me

Gone?

Are you really gone?

Gone from this world.

Yes, its been five years.

But its still hard to believe.

What would you say?

Say if you saw what I've done.

Would you still love me?

Even if your gone?

I'll always love you.

You was my father,

And friend.

But your gone.

No one knows.

The pain that i hide.

I lock myself away.

So i can be gone to.

But im still on earth.

You got away before hell.

Your somewhere better.

Not stuck here.

You'd you forgive me?

Cause i feel,

Feel like you hate me.

Wishing i was not me today.

Your gone.

But its hard.

Hard to get over it.

How do people see the sun?

After the rain,

When clouds are in the sky still.

I miss you.

But i hurt.

Not anyone but myself.

Well I've done stuff you'd hate.

Hate me for.

Your gone, im not.

The scars heal.

The pain stays.

The tears fall.

And your gone.

Five years.

Feels like forever.

NOTE TO READERS:

This poem i was to write 9/25/16, this poem is for my father who left me five years ago on that day. I always wounder some of these questions, dose he hate me? or they way i am? No i know he loves me and i still miss him i didn't do anything really for his death date. So i thought a poem to help the people who have lost someone they loved. Just know your not the only one fighting this war called life i'm here and many others are. I love all my readers and followers idc how people see me anymore, you shouldn't your all beautiful and handsome don't forget that!!