The Poems from me

Stay friends?

Stay friends?
you say its best.
you picked her still.
but it wasn't good for you.
you see pain and try to fix it.
you say you care.
just like the others.
just stay friends is all i say.
i got to tell myself.

i am scared to loss you.
i don't know why.
stay friends stay friends.
is it that hard to stay friends?
after i know i lost you.
even tho i say i didn't.
i miss you still yet.
i mean it was 7 mouths.

It's hard to stay happy.
and it starting to get hard.
to fake a smile and laaugh.
but acting like its all okay is fine.
i am ok but the ok in broken.
i feel like my heart is gone.
i cant win this fight.
with life.

you tell me everyday to be happy.
but thats kinda hard sadly.
it's bad i remember the begging and end.
its not so fun anymore.
but to be in pain even hurts.
my heart is gone and im scared.
scared to love others after you hurt me.
i thought you was turthful but no.

its sad to see you cry at times.
but cann you even be honset anyway.
tell me why we should stay friends.
what ca we do as friends?
im a broken girl no one wants.
and s scared to be with someone.
i act like i can love again but thats a lie.
im hurting deep inside.

so lets try.
try to stay friends.
even if you lie ill take the pain.
alwys have and awlways do.
no need to worry abou me.
im fine my dear friend.
but soon is true.
so is the end of some.
even some friends.

-----note to readers----
sorry i havent been on lately but just know all these poemsss tell a story even so they still help others, they find out how hard staying friends is and how it feels to be cheated on. trust me it hurts. but i hope yall have a good summer and if you ever need someone to talk to just message me im always here. ^.^