You lied.
For 7 mouths.
Right to my face.
There was no one else you send.
But look here close to our 7 mouths together.
Its the same girl for a second time.
Damn I so stupid, I let you go the first time.
But look here your back at it.
Yea 7 months with one person.
One person you "loved"
Why cheat if you love me?
Look here you picked her.
But if you can't see I hurt.
You know I lie about being ok.
But I'm the ok in brOKen.
Yes everyone says "it gets better"
Well the fuck if it does!
Where is the better I've been looking for?
looking for years!
I try to help people even if I'm hurting myself.
I have to hide the truth from myself.
So I lie, to myself and others,
How I lie? I fake a smile and laugh.
I might seem fine but I might not.
I'm slowly getting use to this.
and that's sad, no one should hurt.
Now as you stay with her for six months.
So one month you was true.
True to me.
Know wonder why I had a bad feeling.
Know look I'm still hurting but this time worst.
7 months
Yea that's a long time.
But if we was married how could I trust you?
Damn its scary.
To think I could go on and not get hurt again.
That's my fear.
To go 7 months and have someone disappear.
Yea it fucking hurts but you don't care.
Have fun with her.
I just hope you don't hurt her like you did me.
Please don't hurt her....please...
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The Poems from me
PoetryThese are poems i give to my readers cause i know some of the pain you go thought as well. No i don't always have sad poems i write some happy ones to try to make you happy and some sad,mad,and depressing ones. These poems come from my heart and how...
