What if I was pretty.
What if I was attractive.
What if I was everything you ever wanted.
Would I be sexy.
Would I be tall.
Would I be willing to do it all..
Can I be hot.
Can I be small.
Can I be the one you always call.
Do you love me.
Do you care.
Do you even want me here.
Did you cry.
Did you yell.
Did you need a hug from someone whom you chill.
I didn't need a hug.
I didn't really care.
But that's the bitch of knowing it wasn't even there.

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Midnight Thoughts
Poetry-I hate how I'm still here- -staring at the stars littering the sky- -watch how differently they treat us- -love is possible but it's so hard to find- -don't trust the voice in your head- "these are my midnight thoughts, I write them down and re...