Its 4:00 am and I can not sleep.
I mean I'm so tired my eyes a dropping but they refuse to close.
My brain is consumed by thoughts I can not turn off and I doubt I will fall asleep.
I have school tomorrow and I am meant "awake" in about two hours.
Isn't that funny.
As you can tell my brain when sleep deprived is very morbid and interesting.
My brain is pumped with thoughts I can not control.
Ideas for the future.
Ideas of the future.
What is my future?
Why am I here?
Does it hurt to die.
I'm almost 18.
I'm almost an adult.
School is almost over.
This fucking scares me so much.
Its 5:00am, I have to get up in an hour.
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Midnight Thoughts
Poezja-I hate how I'm still here- -staring at the stars littering the sky- -watch how differently they treat us- -love is possible but it's so hard to find- -don't trust the voice in your head- "these are my midnight thoughts, I write them down and re...
