I didn't want to go.
But I did.
I didn't want to watch.
But I did.
I didn't want to stay.
But I did.
I didn't want to see.
But I did.
I didn't want to feel.
But I did.
I didn't want to know.
But I did.
I froze in fear.
Knowing what's near.
I wasn't broken.
Only hurt.
But still my fear shook me as if I was dirt.
I walked away, holding on to my safe.
Only two steps behind me, I could badly escape.
I had to check all around me to see if the fear was gone.
It followed me home even though you're long gone.

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Midnight Thoughts
Poetry-I hate how I'm still here- -staring at the stars littering the sky- -watch how differently they treat us- -love is possible but it's so hard to find- -don't trust the voice in your head- "these are my midnight thoughts, I write them down and re...