Speak Now

Chapter 8: Flooded in Stress

A/N Chapter Note: @AmberFuller, thank you for the rude comment. If you don't like the story then don't read it. And if you don't like it tell why don't say, "this chapter was eh" you're eh, if you think that is real piece of feedback. Well, although my best friend said that I have low self-esteem she is completely wrong about that, and you did not make it worse, you just made me angry...So very angry. But I am not letting that get to me. I am just trying to explain to you that it was rude. Okay so let me get to the real note. We're getting to 700 reads! Thank you guys for reading I would love to thank my bestest best friend @elektrikk for being such a great help especially with commenting. Go check out her stories! SHE IS DA BOMB! (She's so good that I said DA BOMB!) Well, this is not much different from the last chapter but this is where things get...dramatic. It's the start of drama, but the juicy drama won't come 'til the next two chapters. So get ready for another chapter of...............................................................boringness! Just kidding. But this weekend I will try and do a trailer. I asked for a trailer but some idiot won't give me the trailer and I asked like a month or two ago! I mean come on dude, you need to make time! And get this...he's not done with any of the trailers he said he was gonna do! Close down the thread and finish the ones you already have. I'm not trying to rush this GUY or anything but he is making me feel sad! OMG the title of the chapter is based on me!!!! God Lee!!!! Wait. Did I spell that right? I don't know!! Let's get on with the chapter!!!----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

                                                                       ~Liam's P.O.V.~

I sat with Danielle snuggling my chest. Soon she would be my wife and I would be with her every second, every minute, every hour of the day. We would have kids. But that won't be for years - the kid part. Wait. What about the band? I can't let go of the band for my soon-to-be-wife. I slightly moved my head back to look at her. 

"What's wrong, Liam?" she asked lifting her head up so her beautiful brown eyes could search my brown eyes. 

"What about - what about the band?" I ask hoping her answer wasn't "give it up."

She stared into my eyes once more, as if she didn't know the answer to that problem. 

She put her head back on my chest. I could feel the her hesitating to answer that question more and more. I actually didn't want to know her answer, I just wanted to know that we could be happy together. I just want to know that I could count on her for anything, that I could be with her forever. I just want to be with Lexi. What? Did I just say Lexi?

"Whats wrong with Lexi?" Danielle asked me by surprise. 

"Oh, nothing, she...is totally fine."

"...Okay." 

"But seriously, what am I going to do about the band?" I question

"Liam, that is your choice...If you really love me you would tell them that you have to leave the band so you can have a family," she says emphasizing the word family. 

I don't want to be alone, and I cant leave my fiance, for a band. I want to find love. I want to end up with the right girl. My life is flooded with stress!

"Li-li, I'm sorry, that I have put you in an awkward spot."

All I could do was smile, just a bit. I smiled at how open she was to this. 

"Liam, don't give up your career to be with me. We can still see each other sometimes, like when your tours are done, and you have a vacation or something. I promise we won't break apart!"