Made in Romania

Jealousy

I wake up to my alarm going off like crazy. I hit snooze a couple of times until I find the strength and will power to get up. College classes start later in the day than regular high school classes, but I didn't really get a whole ton of sleep last night. I can't remember what happened last night. As I finally wake up I remember Lucas. We hung out. It was cool. He tried to kiss me. We talked about our lives.
He tried to kiss me. I realize what happened. I acted so stupid. Who turns away from a kiss from the super cute guy. What is he thinking? Did he think I was crazy? Did he think I didn't like him? Great now I feel like crap. What a great way to short off my day (note the sarcasm).
I manage to take my mind off of Lucas and I shower and get ready. I wear my hair down because I straightened it the day before and I'm not about to waste it. It's extra hot today. Seriously Florida? Now you're going to make me wear shorter things? Why do you have to do me like that? I was used to the heat but today it surprised me, I look at the weather app on my phone and it says that it's 112°F out. I mean, Florida is hot and everything but 112°F? Seriously? Once I finally start complaining about tu weather I grab breakfast and I head out the door. I don't have to go to class for another 20 minutes so I decide to get myself something cold to drink, a lemonade, and I sit down on one of the benches inside because I was not about to go outside and literally melt. Not long goes by when I see Lucas. I run up to him and the first thing I say is,
"I am so sorry about what happened yesterday, I don't know what got into me" I could see he was carrying around a drink from what looked to be sonic. He smiles.
"It's all forgotten, I should apologize for going in after I've only known you for a day." I smile. We walk to class together. Our first class was one we always had together. My classes would alternate every other day so I didn't have Lucas in 4 of my classes all the time. Today I only had him in two of my classes, which allowed me to think and relax a bit. First and fourth period we always had together no matter what. I couldn't help but to wonder what he thought when I turned away. I wish I would forget that.
During lunch Daniel came up to me. Today Lucas and I didn't have the same lunch, but Daniel and I did. I was walking toward my table where my friends were but Daniel stopped me. He asked me to follow him, so I did, I wanted to know what he was up to. He led me to one of the far off tables.
"Who the fuck was that guy with you yesterday"
"Aww are you jealous"
"Jealous, me? Of what?"
"Of him, since he's more of a man than you'll ever be" I said. Today I wasn't in the mood to talk to Daniel. Today was a good day, I didn't need him to ruin it.
"How would you know how much of a man I am? You've never tried me," he said arrogantly.
"That's because I don't need to try you to know you're a bitch, but him, he's far from that," I said to annoy him.
"You didn't do anything with him, you wouldn't,"
"Oh I would, very much, and very happily, I don't have to think twice about anything I do with him," at this point I was just trying to make him go away.
"You barely know him"
"Oh and I know you very much? Yes I know you're a pice of garbage that I wouldn't do in a million years. Just admit it and accept it, you have no chance Daniel."
"You will, one of these days, you will want me to do you better than anyone have ever done you before, and I won't be there to satisfy you."
"But he will," I said this as I grabbed my food and walked away. I could see he was still sitting down, and smoke was basically coming out of his ears.
The rest of the day went by uneventfully other than the usual group of girls talking crap about me behind my back. They had always been jealous that Daniel wanted me and not them, but in all honesty I couldn't give less of a shit.