Love in the Skai

Twins

No that's not true you can't possibly love me and hurt me like this I said sitting down with my head in my hands my head was pounding, I can't deal with him and his lies right now.
Skai when you first move into the neighborhood you were wearing a pink dress I was curious so I went closer to your house to really look at you, I was a spoiled kid so when I saw how beautiful you were just like that doll you was playing with I wanted to have you,before I could even say hi to you you ran and when I grabbed your arm you hit me in my face with the doll.
We were five I forgot all about that day I said with a laugh. I didn't because I honestly believe that's when I first laid eyes on you. You were  the most beautiful girl at school and you made it damn near impossible for me to get to know you in middle school and high school, I fell in love with you February 4th when you held my mother's hand when she was having a panic attack I always had a crush on you but that day I saw how sweet you really were and how much I didn't deserve you I was stupid teenager, I couldn't stand the fact you were too pure for me so I made your life hell Im sorry Skai can we stop all this and at least be friends,he asked. Sure no problem I said as my chest tighten and starts to hurt around my heart. Is that all,thank you Skai I really appreciate you forgiving me,good night Skai. Night Trent I responded back. I have nothing but forgiveness left in me,if I'm going to die why not forgive the guy I love I Thought to myself.
The next morning I was in so much pain, I just Text Julius and told him I was staying home today, I didn't tell him about the surgery I've worried him too much, I already took half of his life when I was diagnosed with leukemia so I plan on making sure I do not worry him. What's wrong Skai are you hurt he bust into my room just as my nose started bleeding. No I'm fine Julius I waved him off. Is that why your nose is bleeding,if you are in pain you don't get to keep that a secret especially after all you've been through he said with a serious look on his face. I know I'm sorry is just that Trent is here you're finally having fun for once I didn't want you worrying about me I told him as he put a cold towel over my head. Uhmm he responded he looked angry,hell he was angry. Look Julius I already took half of your life,when you should of been out partying you was sitting by my hospital bed,when you should of been dating you was working two jobs to take care of me,I want you to be happy get married one day you can't do that if I'm always around being a burden. Look Skai you are my sister there is nothing more important than keeping you alive, I'm not worried about having fun I can't have fun when you are sick I want you to be in my wedding when I find a woman worth my time, I want my children to know their aunt. I'm proud that I took care of you I can tell my wife and my children how me and my sister made it through hell,you can't leave me in this world alone Skai I didn't come here alone we may not be identical twins but we're still twins he said quietly. I'm sorry Julius and it is selfish of me to not fill you in. After telling him about what the doctor said and everything about the surgery he told me he would take me to the hospital and wait for me to get out of surgery and then we would go to the Bahamas for a vacation.