Dolan Twin Imagines And Preferences

He Finds You Self Harms {E}

Your P.O.V

Ethan wasn't going to be home for a while, running errands. You looked at the computer screen, and started to cry. So much hate. 'He never loved you' , 'you are ugly as garbage' , 'I bet he lost a bet' , and 'drink bleach'. You took out your razor and went to the bathroom, you winced in pain as you cut your wrists and thighs. You kept slicing until you felt no pain at all. You felt in control. You felt relief. You were getting light headed from all of the loss blood. You heard the front door open and close. You tried to get up but you couldn't. You cut too much this time. You heard Ethan calling your name but you couldn't answer. You were on the bathroom floor laying on your side. Ethan was getting worry in his voice. You tried crawling to the door and you barely moved. It hurt too much. You could finally let out a scream from the pain of moving. You heard stomps. Your vision was getting blurrier. You couldn't hear anymore. You saw the door slam open. Ethan ran to you and held you in his arms. He was saying things but you couldn't hear him. He tried to shake you but you were just a limp body. Your eyes started to close and then all you could see was blackness.

Ethan's P.O.V

I came home and I called out (y/n)s name but there was no answer. I figured that she was playing with me. I looked around and I heard a scream. I ran upstairs and worried. I looked around and found the bathroom door cracked open. I slammed the door open and I saw her laying there. I started crying. I ran to her and took her in my arms and tried to shake her. She was pale, bloody, and limp. Her eyes tried to close but I wouldn't let them. Why? I thought. She makes me happy, she is my everything. I rocked her and shook her. "(y/n)!!!!! Baby!!!!! Stay with me!!!!!! STAY WITH ME BABY!!!!!!" I screamed hoping she would hear me but she showed no sign of it. Her eyes closed and my heart sank. "No...no... NO!!!!!!!!!" Please not her, please not her! I kept repeating in my head praying to God. I was giving her CPR and dialed the police at the same time. I was crying even more I could barely see. I called the police and told them everything they needed to know. I threw my phone and didn't care if it cracked. I kept the CPR going. I wasn't going to give up. She's mine and if she is gone.......I would kill myself for her. I love her so much. I had found out that my fans were hating on her this morning. I brought her her favorite candy from the store as a surprise. I was hoping to have a family with her, make her Mrs.Dolan. She finally started breathing but her eyes didn't open. I just had soooooo much relief. I held her to my chest and rocked us back and forth. The police and an ambulance arrived and took her away. I was right behind them (pretend he drives). I couldn't call anyone because she had no more family but I called Gray. He said he was in Indiana (comment if u live in Indiana🤘)When I got to the hospital they wouldn't let me see her. I sat down in a chair with her blood all over my white shirt with my head in my hands. Thinking about her. She's on my mind.

After surgery & your P.O.V

You woke up with beeping and a headache. You opened my eyes and your eyes had to shuts to the light. After they adjusted, you looked over to see no one by me. You saw Ethan sitting in a chair with blood all over his shirt, head in his hands. All of the memories started flooding in. He looked over and got up and started banging on the door. It was locked. He was screaming your name. You tried to get up but you fell. He hated to see you in this much pain. He kicked open the door and ran to you. He helped me back. "(y/n), why did you do thi-" he was cut off by the doctor. "Hey! You can't be in here! Please get out." "But- she's my girlfriend, she's awake." Ethan replied. You tried to speak but your throat was too dry. "We need to do some tests before anyone can see her. I'm sorry, rules." His jaw was clenched "fine." He said through his teeth. After they did all of the tests, you couldn't wait to see him. The doctor left the room and went to Ethan. He watched the whole thing. Ethan ran in the room to you and have you a tight hug but not tight to where it hurt. You started crying and hugged him back with little strength. "You scared me to death! Why would you do this to me? You're lucky" he whispered, his voice cracking as he said that. "It's what they wanted." You said at the verge of crying. "I'm sorry E..." You said with sincerity. "Why didn't you talk to me? You know you can trust me baby." He replied. "Like I said..... I'm sorry" you said.

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-Lauren💜