My Ghost Boyfriend *COMPLETED*

#7

The pain in my stomach brings me to reality that I'm in to much pain to be dead."Courtney. Courtney my love." Ross's voice calls to me. I want to answer, but I can't move so I let my eyes flutter open. I find myself surrounded by a very bright white light. I wonder if Ross is mad about me kissing Riker.
"Courtney. Can you hear me?" I see Stormie standing above me. My throat hurts so I don't speak. "One nod for yes two nods for no okay?" I nod "Can you move" I nod "I wish I knew where you here" I notice at that moment the slight throbbing pain in my stomach. I hold my stomach.
"The baby?" When I plunged the scissors in me I forgot about the life inside me. At that moment all I cared about was myself. But, I screwed up, it may or may not of put my child's life in danger at risk of not being born. Wow, how selfish was that. "Is it alright?"
"Courtney. The baby didn't make it" Stormie says. "I'm so sorr-" the rest is just a mumble. I don't hear or understand. I believe that to everyone looking at me, I'm in shock. Maybe I am, maybe I'm not. I honestly can't tell if I am or not. All I know is that it feels like I'm floating on air. Days and nights pass in a breeze. I have no clue how long or how many days I was like this for. One day the doctor comes in to check on me, I paid attention only to him as he spoke to Stormie. I read his lips he is talking about the baby. I suddenly snap out of it.
"What about the baby?" The doctor turns to me in shock.
"Courtney we analyzed the ex-rays over for a second time and they show that when you stabbed yourself you just missed the baby" I stay still "So that means your still pregnant. Your four months along."
"Four months? Just yesterday I was almost three months"
"Courtney you were in shock for a month" Stormie says.
"A month? It seemed like a day no more like hours"
"You saw everything"
"Yeah, but I couldn't hear anything."
"Really?"
"Yeah"
"Wow"
"Your telling me wow" I say. I sigh and think about everything I saw. "It felt like hours and I saw daylight and the darkness I just it assumed it was just going into night time, but a month.
"Crazy huh?" Laura asks at the door.
"Laur!" I say. I put my arms up. I want a hug from her, she smiles at me and comes over to me and hugs me tight. "Misses you"
"Misses you more"
"Courtney" a voice says, a voice I don't want to hear.
"Riker" I say letting go of Laura "Can Riker and I have a minute to talk. Please?"
"Of course" Stormie and closes the door after glaring at Riker. She must know.
"Your an asshole"
"I know. But, everything I said was true"
"Same with everything I said" I say remembering our fight "I'm Ross's"
"I get it. But, I'll always be here when you need someone. For anything" If Ross were alive he would've punched Riker for saying that. "On the other hand why in the world would you scare your family like that. Especially Laura. Speaking of Laura, she hates my guts."
"That makes two"
"Ouch. More like three. Savannah hates me too. Well she hates you too, but she hates me more."
"Good. She should" I state.
"Again. Ouch"
"Awe. I'm sorry did I hurt your tiny little feelings?" I ask sarcastically "Get used to it"
"Court-ney look I'm sorry" he says almost not saying my full name "Will you forgive me?"
"Never in a million years" I say. "Riker, I can't trust you anymore"
"I'm sorry I make you feel that way" Riker says looking at me with a grave stare. "You won't have to worry about me again" he opens the door and walks out before I can say anything more. This is the last argument I had for the night, because I fell asleep.