Chapter 10

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Jade's POV

The next few days passed pretty uneventfully. I was over mine and Perrie's misunderstanding; I trusted her to never cheat because even through all my issues I could see that she loved me enough for that. What I didn't see was why. Perrie was not only perfect in my eyes, but everyone else's too. She was an angel; Beautiful blonde waves, the way those blue eyes looked at you like they could see all your secrets. The cute smile that gave her one dimple. Her body was slim, but still had the perfect amount of curves. I, on the other hand, saw myself as being okay looking at best. My hair was brown, my eyes were brown, my smile was nice I guess, and I was far too skinny. But Perrie told me I was beautiful every day, and slowly I was starting to believe it more and more.

Perrie had been especially nice to me since we made up, probably afraid to upset me again. Or maybe she was just sorry. Either way I loved it. She kept doing little cute things for me, and slightly bigger things like waking me up in the night to go for a walk in the surrounding countryside. It was perfect. I was starting to think that maybe I would have a good life; maybe I wouldn't kill myself, maybe I wouldn't be depressed and lonely, maybe me and Perrie could get married, somehow start a family, get old together. I hoped we could.

Perrie told me about the thing with Eleanor, that she knew about us and she was planning to tell the school. Surprisingly I didn't care, despite the bullying I had faced in the past. I knew it wouldn't be so bad this time. Not only did I have Perrie right by my side through everything, I also had Jesy, Leigh-Anne and the boys. They all knew about Eleanor's threats too, and had promised that no matter what the rest of the school said or did they wouldn't leave us. That meant a lot to me. All the friends I had in my old schools had left when the bullying started.

There had been another, much happier surprise over the last few days too; Liam and Zayn were dating! I was shocked when they told us; I had no idea they were gay. They seemed so happy together though, and of course I supported their relationship 100%.

I was definitely having second thoughts about the party Leigh was planning tonight. It was originally just our group, but then Eleanor and another girl called Taylor invited themselves. Leigh wanted to uninvite them but I told her not to; Eleanor knew about me and Perrie, and I wouldn't put it past her to tell everyone if she didn't get her way.

At about 1AM me, Perrie, Jesy and Leigh-Anne made our way to the field that was furthest away from the buildings, where we had arranged to meet Eleanor, Taylor and the boys. When we arrived, everyone else was already there. Soon everyone started to drink and mess around, even Perrie, who never drank. She got drunk pretty quickly, and came up to me where I was sitting on the grass.

"JADEY!" She said, sitting next to me.

"Hey Pez" I said, rolling my eyes and laughing slightly.

"What's so funny?" She frowned.

"You" I giggled, kissing her. She kissed back and I tasted the alcohol in her breath. How much has she had to drink? Already. I pulled back and shook my head slightly, but Perrie didn't notice.

"You're not being much fun Poopy" She said, standing up and pulling me with her. I looked around. It didn't seem like any of the others were that drunk.

About an hour later, that was no longer true. I was slightly tipsy, but I was definitely the most sober one there. Perrie was still totally off her head; she couldn't even walk straight. We all somehow ended up playing a game where we had to spin a bottle twice and both the people it landed on had to kiss.

 Jesy span the bottle and it landed on Zayn, then Liam. We all said "awww" because we knew they werw together, and they sat in the middle of the circle. Zayn leaned towards Liam slightly, parting his lips, and Liam did the same. Their lips met, and the two boys smiled slightly as they shared a sweet kiss. A chorus of "Awww"s went around the circle again.

I got myself another drink, starting to enjoy the evening more, and sat back down as Jesy spun the bottle again. It landed on her, then when she spun it a second time it landed on Harry. Everyone laughed; they would be a hilarious couple! The one person not laughing was Eleanor's friend Taylor, who gave Jesy an evil look. Harry grinned cheekily as he moved in to kiss her. Jesy kissed back, but only briefly.

"That's enough Curly" Jesy said playfully as she pulled away.

Next it landed on Eleanor. I saw her smirk as Jesy spun it again to decide who she would kiss. It landed between Perrie and Liam.

"who's it closer to?" Leigh asked, looking at the bottle. "Liam I think..."

I saw Zayn tense up slightly.

"Oh no, it's closer to Perrie" Eleanor said, with a smug little smile on her face. I didn't want to seem like an overly jealous girlfriend, so I didn't protest.

I hoped Perrie would say something, but she was too drunk to notice, so she just giggled and moved towards Eleanor. She leaned forward and pecked her lips, then Eleanor deepened the kiss, lacing her fingers in Perrie's hair. I saw that Perrie was trying to pull back. When Eleanor finally let her go, Perrie slurred something that sounded like "too far" and came to sit next to me again.

After the game, we all just sat on the field for a while. I sat with Leigh-Anne, Jesy and Niall, just talking and joking around. Zayn and Liam had "mysteriously" disappeared, and Harry and Louis were together, with Taylor, who seemed to be trying to flirt with Harry, who took no notice. I watched her, laughing to myself, then it occurred to me; where was Eleanor, and more importantly, Perrie? Fuck... I walked into the woods behind us, and saw something that made me so angry, the drunken thoughts swirling around my head. Perrie was pushed up against a tree, and standing in front of her, kissing her passionately, hands all over the body that was supposed to be mine, was Eleanor. Of course it was Eleanor! I felt the anger wash over my body, and I rushed forward, pulling her away from my girlfriend.

"You dirty bitch!" I screamed.

"J-Jade! I'm sorry!" Perrie slurred "She forced me I swear!"

"I believe you" I told her, looking in to her blue eyes. I turned to see Eleanor walking back into the open space of the field. I ran after her, and Perrie stumbled after me, still drunk. When I got to her, I slapped her hard around the face, and grabbed her hair. I started to pull it, kicking her, when I felt Jesy grab me from behind, pulling me away from her. I looked around to see the whole group apart from Liam and Zayn crowded around us. Then I saw something else which distracted me from the situation with Eleanor. A group of people standing on the other side of the field. I recognised our head teacher straight away. Shit! We were dead.

A/N: I'm so sorry this chapter is so crap. I just feel like my writing is terrible these days :/ I know I keep saying this but I'm gonna make the next chapter better

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