Chapter 8~You Cant Fix This

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Niall~
I walk upstairs and bang on the door.
"Mercy! Open the door we need to talk!"
No response.
"Mercy I'm sorry just let me talk to you!"
No response.
"Mercy! Open the fückïng door right now!"
Nothing.

I walk in my office and grab the key for the door I open it and walk into the closet. She lies there empty vodka bottle in hand. I try and wake her up, shaking her, screaming at her. Nothing is working. I call the police.

"Hello? Hi, my name is Niall Horan and my sub won't wake up and she was drinking alcohol."

I hear the sound of loud sirens people rushing in. What happened to her? Why would she do this?

Next thing I know I'm standing in the hospital,waiting room. The doctor calls my name and I approach him.

"She's absolutely fine, she had alcohol poisoning and had become unconscious. We took her in and she had to get her stomach pumped. You may see her now." He says. I say a faint 'thank you' and walk to her room. She looks at me and turns her head.
"Mercy...." I whisper.
"I don't want to talk to you." She snaps back.
"I know but I need to know what happened to you, why all of this?" I ask her

Mercy~
"Why all of this?"
I feel a rage build and I wanna scream and yell and tell him all the pain he doesn't know why I just would rather drink and die then be living with all this pain.
"You wanna know why the fück I did this?!" I scream.
"Yes." He responds dryly.
"I feel so much pain from my past and you adding on to it doesn't fückïng help. You know it's sad that all I want to do is die! I can't take all this pain from all these things changing and going around me I hate it! I fückïng hate it!! And when you hit me the pain started sinking in the pain I have tried to hide! That I never wanted to face. It's because of YOU! YOU DID THIS TO ME!! YOU BROUGHT SO MUCH PAIN APON ME! HOW COULD YOU! HOW FÜCKÏNG COULD YOU!! I FÜCKÏNG HATE YOU! BECAUSE OF YOU I FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN!" I scream and cry I cry and cry and all I want is a bottle of alcohol.
"I'm sorry..." He says.
"Get out." I demand.
"Look I'm sorry that I-"
"GET THE FÜCK OUT!" I scream.
He walks out and I'm left with my demons.

This is really short and it's ok but I wanted to put something out for you guys it just didn't end up long and I didn't have a lot of time. I hope y'all enjoyed!
XXX
~RD

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