Chapter 9~Let Me Hold The Pieces Together

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Niall~
I can't believe that any of that happened. what happens now? should I set her free? should I give her more freedom but still being with her? I still have growing feelings for her but she does need more respect. I think I'll just be nicer. but is that the right thing to do? either way she needs to tell me everything that's wrong because it's more than what has recently happened.

Mercy~
what now? I don't want to keep being stuck in this place with him. should I leave? If I did I wouldn't have to tell him anything and I would be gone, problem free. but I could get caught and live life in jail. I don't know what to do.

All of a sudden Niall walks in.
"hey" he said.
"hi" I reply.
"look I'm sorry."
"I know."
"you might not be happy about this but I have to do something about what's been going on."
"what? send me away? 'return' me? I don't care. I just don't want to be here."
"I can't do anything unless you tell me everything that's wrong, there's something else going on besides what I did, and I need to know now."
"fine."
"go ahead darling"

I mentally prepare what I'm going to tell him.
"I lived my whole life in the hood. sex, drugs and alcohol was my home. but there was always something about me not happy. I didn't want to be in that anymore. I cried and hurt. it was something I didn't want that's why this whole 'purchase' is bullshït. It's not fair that woman have to be treated like shit because of who we are. to be purchased by greedy men. I feel like I was in the same situation I used to be in. There's also another thing. where my virginity went. I tell a lie, to others and especially myself"

I take a deep breath and wipe the tear that falls on my cheek.

"I was at a bar with my friends.... it was all fun until I got so drunk I let some random guy take me home. but that's not where we went. we went a block and into an alley. I asked him why but he just pulled me out of the car..and... and.... he raped me."

the tears flow. it hurts a lot to talk about this.

"When he was done he smashed the back of my head on the brick wall leaving me unconscious. he drove away."
"I'm sorry" was all Niall said before he crawled in my hospital bed and held me while I cried.
"do you have any idea who did this to you?" he asked.
"No." I replied. but again I lied knowing exactly who it was. Luke.

A/N: Luke is no longer who he seemed.
~RD

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