Baby Doll// Niall Horan fanfic

chapter 17 ~ blurry

mercy~
nothing lined up. nothing felt safe. nothing seemed normal. everything was blurry. the images of him being dragged away. the feeling of his sweater around my body. all i remember is the next morning. and the next which was the same as the last. the fake smiling and the silence that left my lips every time he asked what happened. until it wasn't blurry anymore. not clear. not blurry. maybe numb.
"what the hell is wrong with you??!!" he screams. i look up with no words.
"TELL ME." he grabs my chin and forces me to look in his eyes.
"i loved him. and even though he did such terrible things. i don't think i can ever let go." i whispered as a single tear rolled down my cheek. Niall didn't say anything. he just held me in silence.
"i want to be better for you. i will change for you." he said.

short and sweet
~RD