Baby Doll// Niall Horan fanfic

chapter 18 ~ breathe

Mercy~
it's killing me to say i'm fine, when i really mean you're my all and more but i need room to breathe. I give him all and more but i need room to be me. ever since the incident he has been trying to change and along with himself; me. buying me things that aren't me, encouraging me to do things i'm not accustomed to. but through it all i'm falling for him.

Niall~
i understand her hesitation. i want her to forget that one that caused her pain because i love her in a different way. she's been a victim too many times, i want to hold her together, i want to be her forever. i have tried to get her to do things that will get her mind off the bad things. i love her.

I return from work to find her in the kitchen chatting with the cooks.
"so you've been working for Niall for 3 years, why him?" she asks.
"well he's a good employer, kind." the chef responds.
"he is very kind, definitely an interesting one i'll tell you." she says.
"very much so mam, you know he's very fond of you." he says.
"I know, i am too. i could almost say i love him."
"I love you too!" i say abruptly.
"i'll leave you two." the chef says and walks away.
"Mercy. i love you." i say.
"i- i think i love you too." she smiles her beautiful smile.
i walk over to her and kiss her soft lips. i haven't kissed her since the incident. our lips move in perfect rhythm. she takes my hand and leads me up to our room. she pushes me gently on the bed and straddles on top of me, continuing to kiss me. she takes her shirt off, then i  un clip her bra. i flip her below me then begin to suck her neck. i then remove my shirt and move down her body, leaving hickeys leading down to her pants. i take her pants and panties off, throwing them to the side. i then very lightly kiss her çlît. then i move back up her body and suck on her tįtś. she moans softly. I move down again and lick her šłit. she moans again.
"more. please." she whispers.
i begin to lick and suck her ćłįt. her moans start soft then turn loud.
"füçk me." she states.
i then smile, stand and pull down my pants. i place my çøck slowly inside her wet püšsy. she moans. i move in and out increasing in speed. she goes from moaning to screaming my name. scratches all down my back.
"i'm going to çûm!" she screams.
i continue faster until she screams her final scream and her moans slow down. she moves from laying down to on her knees. taking control and licking my tïp. she sucks my ćôck, increasing speed each time she moves up and down. i sigh as i ćūm in her mouth.
"swallow like a good girl." i say.
she does as told.

it's been a while. miss me?
~R.D.