Dear Ana

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Dear Ana,
Please let go of my hand, you say I keep you warm but you've made me cold as death.
I see you standing there, the spitting image of me if I looked the way you wanted me,
Instead I live in graying skin, fragile chin, hair that slowly breaks away.
Dear Ana,
You want me fragile and small, contained in the smallest state of being,
I can't seem to take the constant movement in my thighs that wells tears to my eyes,
I can't look at the garbage bin as I throw away the life I need to let you win.
Dear Ana,
You're killing all the best,
There's screaming in my chest,
But I haven't let you go just yet.

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