Niall, his been there for me.
I apperciate it a lot at the moment. His been picking me up from school.
I never get through I full day. I keep getting sick.
Its annoying but I can't help it. He takes me back to his place, I've been staying with him for the past month. I'll be back home soon, Niall is moving from his apartment cause fans found out where he lived. I offered up our place, just so I can have some company.
But Ni's been taking care of me. He takes me home and snuggles me up in blankets on the couch with hot chocolate. I love it, it makes me think of you but I don't get why he has too. I shouldn't be like this.
Liam suggested I go see a doctor. Zayn said it might be from everything that has happened, I must be run down. Lou doesn't really have an opinion most of the time, he is still pretty broken, you were his best friend.
I was talking to Zayn last night, about being sick. I think he knew why I was sick, it had slipped my mind that they'd noticed soon. I wasn't sure who to tell first but Zayn seemed like the most understanding. I just kind of thought about it for a while, like when I first started getting sick, what had happened. And that's when I remembered...
About a month before your accident, you were on tour in Paris. You flew me over because it was our anniversary.
You took me out for dinner at a fancy cafe, we laughed and talked. After dinner we went for a stroll around the beautiful city coming to a stop at the bottom of the eiffel tower.
That's when you got down on one knee and pulled out a small box. You opened it and it contained the most stunning ring I had ever seen. It was simple but effective. This was the night you asked me to marry you. Yes, yes, yes a million times I told you. You picked me up and spun me in a circle and planted a tender kiss on my lips and slid the ring onto my finger. We went back to the hotel and we just let go, we started stripping down. You kissed my neck and casscaded your hands down my back. And things just escalted from there.
And that's when I remembered, we had been so careless. We'd forgotten to use protection.
But something even more special happened that night. And now I realize things were meant to be like this because now I haven't lost you completely, I have a part of you with me.
How?
It's quite simple,
I'm having your baby.

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Nobody could ever replace you; a Harry Styles fanfiction
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