Small bump

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So, as of today I am two months along.

It's exciting. My bump is starting to show, the boys were all happy when I told them. Their reactions, you ask?

Well......

Niall was hysterical. He jumped off the couch and hugged me tightly, I think I might have seen happy tears.

Liam was so caring, he held me hands and told me you would be proud and la la la, it went on forever. As much as I love Liam, he went Daddy Direction.

Zayn, as I kind of told you, was understanding and told me he was there for me.

And last but not least Lou, he was so shocked, yet happy. The happiest his been in a while. I think his finally noticed, like I did, that we haven't lost you. We have a part of you.

He got up and bear hugged me, rocking me from side to side, whispering happy, cheerful things into my ear.

It was exciting. The boys, despite me having 7 months left, thought it would be good to plan things ahead.

Lou, I will be honest, took charge. He grabbed his laptop, googling images of nurseries and paint colours. It was intense but Liam was the one to break the news I had been dreading.

What will the media think? How will the fans react?

The media would be over me much like kids in a swimming pool in the middle of summer. We couldn't keep it on the down low forever. My tummy would grow and so would the theories.

And the fans. Would they think it was amazing to think they still had a bit of Hazza or would they be digusted by the fact that I would be having their dead idols child?

I didn't know how, and that scared me. Liam was the one coming up with ideas, and we found the perfect one.

Tweet a picture of the boys and I pointing at my growing belly. Have the boys tweet it saying how proud you will be. How you'll be watching over your beautiful baby.

Then what would we do with all the theories, Niall worked that one out.

Hold a press conference, explain what happened. Get the story staright before any theories can get arranged. 

It was perfect, what could go wrong?

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