Co-Author: @gusinlover94
This is a look at Kevin and Vanessa's life Now that Vanessa has made the decision to pick Kevin as her lover. There will be some ups and downs, new people, unexpected visits from old friends too. This is The story of Vaness...
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*I was really missing Kev lol Soooo in the #Kevessa mood today*
Vanessa's POV
I love Kevin more than I love myself, more than I love anything else. And for that same reason being yelled at by him hurts so bad. I could die from heartbreak.
He's been sleeping outside my room since yesterday and he's been cooking too. He doesnt eat til I do. But he isnt forcing anything either. He's always waiting on me.
I want him back so bad. But it hurts. Plus Im real worried about him.
One thing is kind of somewhat good. He hasnt realized it yet but... his nightmares are gone. He sleeps peacefully at night. I know cuz I keep checking up on him and I watch him sleep sometimes too, just to calm myself down.
Now would be the right time to have "that" conversation. The one he's been wanting to have since around a few days ago.
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"Kevin?"
He's sitting on the couch leaning forward, his elbows rested on his kness. He quickly gets up and has a hopeful yet scared look in his eyes. I know realize how hurt he's been..
I walk over to him, our gaze never breaking. I couldnt resist. I missed him. I put my hands on his shoulder then play with his hair, He closes his eyes and bites on his lip. I wanna kiss him already but we have to talk first.
"We should talk now, Kev"
He nods and we sit down.
I take a deep breath and say, "Kev, I love you. And I need you too. Everything that's going on around us is driving me crazy babe. That's all. I know it was effecting you too. Because of all of that we kept fighting. I said alot of things the other day. I dont regret picking you at all Kev. You're the best decision Ive ever made"
"Then marry me.. please"
"Kev we should put the wedding off for a while. We arent ready, I guess. I mean We can go on as boyfriend and girlfriend but. marriage is alot for now. we gotta fix some stuff before we settle down no?"
"I agree", He bites his lip again. ugh thats hot.. , "I agree but... Just- How bout we sleep over it? Tomorrow we decided. Please think about it...."
"I will", I smile at him
He nods and sighs. He doesnt smile back, he's really hurt. Ive got a big decision ahead of me.
Deja vu.. Im back were I was 2 years ago, when I had to pick Kev or Zak.
