Badboy Jason

Needing some time apart..

'BEEP BEEP BEEP!!' i heard my alarm go off that means it's 5am i need to get up to make my bag ,I'll be leaving to Canada going to my grandparents hoping they know more about Ryan. I got up and putted on some sweats with a hoodie and my nike's. I packed my bag with some clothes , my makeup bag and my laptop. I ordered my plane ticket last night it would be at the airport ready for me when i got there i went downstairs and put the letter i wrote last night on the table, i got my keys and drove off i need to be apart from Jason for a while i just can't see him right now he hurted me to much by the things he said, i love him to death but i just wanna be with my grandparents for now jsut a little home feeling hoping they tell me more about Ryan. I'm just in need to be hugged my my grandmothers loving arms and my grandpa's silly jokes. 

I arrived at the airport looking for my check in i finally found it and went over to it checked in and sat down at the couch that was there. I seen so many flashed from outside i looked at the door and there was that Justin Bieber guy i see him go to the same check in as i did Oh god don't tell me he is also going to Canada. I rolled my eyes and seen him come sit next to me ugh even if i wanne be away from Jason i can't cause now he is here. I seen him look me up and down in the corner of my eye 'Excuse me is there something wrong?' i said 'No everything is fine i was just admiring you're beauty I'm Justin btw' Is he for real? I rolled my eyes 'Didn't i see you at the mall yesterday?' He remembers me? what the.. 'Yeah' 'And can i know you're name?' he smiled at me 'I'm Jaz' 'I have a little sister called Jazmyn but we call her Jazzy,and were are you traveling to Jaz?''I'm going to Canada to see my grandparents' 'Oh cool i'm also going to Canada to see my family.' We talked till the flight wasbeing called thru the speakers he seemed like a really nice boy he even got me in first class next to him so we could talk some more. 

I woke up in Khalil's house remembering what happened last night i needed to talk to Jaz and fast i got dressed, i went to the house and walked to the frontdoor its unlocked so i'm lucky I called her name but i didn't get a answer i seen a letter lay on the table i picked it up and started to read it 

Dear Jason, When you find this letter i guess you called my name but didn't find me i'll tell you why i left this morning to be alone for a while. After last night and what happend between us i needed some time alone i don't know when i'll be back yet. Please don't start looking for me cause i really need to think about our relationship and how it has to continue. Remember the time you told me you wanted to marry me and wanted me to be the mother of your childeren well i don't know if i want my childeren to grow up with parents who yell at eachother i grew up with that kind of parents and i wasn't happy growing up the only person that pulled me thru was Ryan but he dissapeard and i don't know where he went my parents always told me he was on a vacation but somewhere in my heart i feel like he is somewhere on this earth and i really hope i can find him. Don't think i won't ever come back but not soon I do love you with all my heart but i need time to think about us... I hope you use your common sence when you go out or drink... i love you... Love Jaz. 

I couldn't believe she left i got my phone out and texted her right away after reading her letter a tear roled down my face. (The text will be in a picture on the side)