Insecure | Zach Clayton | Permanent Hiatus

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"Hey, wait up." I heard a voice yell. I smiled lightly, I turned around to be face to face with Cecilia.

Well not litteraly face to face she was still a few feet behind me.

"Holy crap you walk fast." She pants out of breathe. I laugh and shrug.

"Eh." I shrug giving her a small smile. I looked around behind her and I saw a boy that had the same hair color as her. Blonde. He was what people would call the stereotypical surfer. He looked like he could surf.

"Oh that's my brother. We're twins. But we don't look anything alike." Cecilia laughed, not even saying his name as she realized I was looking at him. He gave me a small smile. Which I returned.

"What's his name?" I chuckled and she made the 'O' look with her mouth as she figured out she didn't even tell me his name.

"Caden." Cecilia's brother spoke at last. Hmm, cool name.

"He's a loser. Don't hang out with him." She teased, earning a little slap from her brother.

"Hey ow! I was kidding." She laughed as she hit her brother back. Caden shrugged while laughing and walked away to I guess, go find his class.

"I really wasn't. Anyways, so what class do you have?" She smiled sweetly at me, acting like a perfect little angel, I chuckled, teenagers are so weird.

"Social." I shrugged, holding up my blue binder. She nodded and gave me another innocent smile.

"Yass, I have that too." She exclaimed, smiling brightly. I could see out of the corner of my eye the populars were looking. Probably surprised that I was actually talking to someone.

Didn't they know I'm just shy, I just choose not to talk to that many people? Ugh, idiots.

"Cool, let's go. I feel so insecure standing in the middle of the hallway with people looking at me." I laughed, turning behind me to see the eyes of the popular jocks are other stereotypical high school types.

"Oh come on. Your just paranoid. They Arn't even looking at you. And if they are its because your beautiful and they are jealous because they are ugly as fuuck." She laughed skipping her way to what she thought was the way to social studies. Aka history.

"Aye, Cecilia. History is that way." I shouted towards her, she stopped walking and turned around with a smile on her face.

Wow, did that smile ever get off her face? Her cheeks turned as pink as a light rose and she laughed awkwardly.

"Uh I knew that just wanted to see if you were a true friend and let me walk the one way and end up being late to class." She said, I raised one eyebrow up at here and nodded, slowly.

Smooth, nice save.

"So we're friends."

"Obviously, I wasn't kidding when I said that you looked like you needed a friend. Plus, I'm new here. I need friends too."

"What about Caden." I smirked and this time she rolled her eyes at me as she followed me to history class.

"He can find his own friends." She smirked and tried walking into Spanish class but I held her back.

"Still not History. History is right there." I laughed, pointing the the classroom two rooms down. Her cheeks were tinted a dark pink as she nodded.

"I'm new. Okay don't judge me." She laughed, I nodded and put my hands up in defense as a sign of me saying I won't judge her for walking the wrong way two times.

As the day progressed we realized that we had all the same classes, that just brought up to being closer. I finally felt like I had someone to talk to after so long.

"Goodbye best Frand. Time to go home, FINALLY. text me later and do not forget." She ordered handing me a piece of paper with her number on it as she skipped her way to where her bus was. I shook my head in amusement as I smiled.

"Raegan." I heard a voice hiss. I jumped because of the familiar voice.

"What do you want Zach?" I asked, looking at my torementor. His friend, ray laughed. I rolled my eyes.

"Your friends with Cecilia?" He asked smirking, I wished nothing but too slap his dumbass smirk right off his face. Oh what I would do just to see him fucking--- okay I have anger issues, I'll stop now.

"You see Devon here, he likes Cecilia. Since, your friends with her. I think you can confence her to go on a date with him." He pointed to a little fat-ish guy who was next to him.

I rolled my eyes, there was no way that I was going to do anything for him. No fucking way.

"And why the hell would I do that?" I hissed back at him, slinging my backpack around my shoulder as I gripped the piece of paper Cecilia gave me in my hand.

"cause I asked you nicely?" Zach asked his smirk not fading. I rolled my eyes, again.

"Holy shit, why do I feel this? Holy shit, is that pity? Oh my god I'm actually feeling sorry for you. Who knew that the bruhitszach can actually get told no by one of the most quietest girls at school." I faked gasped as I pushed past him to get to the bus before it left.

"Oh and in case you hadn't already figured it out yet. That's a no! Cecilia can do so much better than you and your dumbass friends." I shouted back not even thinking about what things that he would try and do to me for revenge.

Because today, I actually felt like i belonged somewhere. I actually felt like I had a friend, and a place that I actually feel somewhat comfortable in.

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Soo...... How do you like the story so far? So you like it? Or do you hate it. Hopefully you don't hate it.

This chapter is longer than my other chapter was, so be happy and don't hate me.

Yeah I'm basically Cecilia, weird Af but part Raegan to because I'm insecure

I don't even know what I'm saying anymore. Uh bye? Have a good day at school or work tomorrow of today. Actually both.

- Destiny