Ways to kill yourself | Ereri

Chapter 4

Eren's pov

I tried to tell mom that I was going to meet a friend in town, but she wouldn't let me. I was actually going to a bar to get wasted. I know it's not good for me but I'm just tired of my shit-life, so why not just get drunk. I know I'm underage, but luckily I have a fake ID.

The bar is a little bit far from here, but that's mostly the point. Because if I faint of far away from home, then maybe it's more chance that I die.

I feel bad for mom, that have a son like me. And thinking like that just makes me even more depressed.

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I went to bed early, so I could sneak out. Mom always go to bed before me so if I'm really quiet, I can manage to get out.

After I heard my mom closing the door to her bedroom I got out of the bed and sneaked out.

I took the bus a few stops before I got to the bar. 'Titan bar' was the name of the bar. What a stupid name.

Inside there was a few drunk people and some were just sitting there talking. I sat down by the bartender.

"Anything you want to drink?" He smiled at me. He was a tall blonde with some big eyebrows.

"Uh, only a beer" I answered and got what I asked for. The bartender didn't even ask for ID. Oh well.

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After maybe three glass with beer, I could already tell I was drunk. Everything was blurry and it was like everyone was talking in microphones.

"Hey" I heard a familiar voice. "You're pretty drunk and the bar is about to close"

"O-oh, o-kay. I-I will go now" I said and tried to raise up but I almost fell and landed in two arms. I looked up to see the bartender.

"Careful" he smiled at me. I just smiled like a goof and tried to stand still. "You can sleep over at my place"

"No, I'm okay" I said and was about to walk out the door, but then the man stopped me.

"I'm sorry darling, but I don't take no for an answer" I just smiled even more and understood what this perv was doing.

"I-I really have to go" he took my arm and dragged me out. There was no one on the street so it wouldn't help much to scream.

After a while with walking, his phone started ringing.

"Wait" he said harshly and let go of my arm. He took his phone out of his pocket and answered it. "What the fuck do you want?!"

I took the chance and kicked the bastard in the knee. He almost fell on the ground and I started running for my life.

"Son of a bitch!"

I ran all I could without looking back. Suddenly I crashed into someone and was held tight so I didn't fell. I looked up, and I have never been so relieved before.

Levi.

He was standing right in front of me. He looked surprised and worried at the same time. I was just smiling at him.

"Eren, what are you doing here?"

"I-I uh. I have no idea" I started laughing it soon it turned out to crying.

"Eren" he took me in his arms and hugged me.

I felt warm by his touch. I felt loved. Loved by someone else than my mother. Someone that's not in my family.

"Eren, have you been drinking?" Levi suddenly asked.

"Please don't tell mom"

"Eren"

"I'm begging you. Just take me home, she's sleeping now"

"There isn't any busses that go now and I my friend borrowed my car. So you have to stay in my place tonight"

"Okay" I was totally fine with that because he's my psychologist after all.