the lonely club

xiv

i see your wispy hair graze upon your face and i wonder

what goes through that lost mind of yours

a magical combination of love and soul

my mind though, all torched and tampered with

i want to admire and cherish you

but i truly don't know how to love

my mind, scratched, cracked, and stolen

like a record that you were tired of hearing

how do you love someone else if you can't love yourself?

but now im just rambling

thoughts flying out of the deep parts of my brain

the deepest, darkest parts of my soul

i want to love

but i was never taught how to

i want to love you

but everything inside of me is saying ❝run❞