Peace, Love, and A Whole Lotta Ross

Love In Many Flavors

My True Love

( Ross's Point of View)

            Hi guys, Ross here. I LOVE that girl. 

        Yeah, she zoned out and I got a little worried for a minute. I slid around the seat to sit next to her. I slid my hand down her arm to get her attention. Well, it worked but my hand felt like it was sitting on an oven burner. She looked up and we locked eyes. I could tell she was still scared, but a little more trusting of me. I felt my heart leap out of my chest and my head went fuzzy. I felt myself lean forward. I closed my eyes and felt my lips touch hers.

        The next thing I knew, I was kissing her. My chest felt like a speaker for a rock band; beating out of  control. Only one thought was in my mind, OMG! Did I seriously just do that!?!? She is going to kill me probably!

        What I didn't know is that she was thinking the exact same thing. Like I said before, I love that girl. We sat there kissing for about 30 seconds. I could not believe that I had kissed a girl without her permission or even getting to know her. 

        When we pulled away from each other, I felt my face grow red and my hand was still on her arm so that felt like I had turned the grill on with my hand on top of it. I could tell she didn't want to say anything, so I felt the need to apologize.

        "I am so sorry. I shouldn't have done that. I. ........" That's where she cut me off. I never expected what she said next.

        "It wasn't all you," she said "I would've pulled away if I hadn't wanted to do it." At that point,I was speechless. My head was reeling and I felt light headed. I felt everything start to go numb and at the last second, she pulled me out of it. I felt her soft hands on mine. 

        She pulled me upright and said,"Please don't do that, I don't want to be responsible for someone fainting. What I need is help, not someone unconscious on the floor." She really snapped me out of that delirium by saying that. I realized that I needed to be awake and focused to be able to figure our problem out. We locked our eye together for a while and I really don't know how long we were there for but, when we looked up, Max was staring in at me making a face like "Ooh! Ooh! Ross and his girlfriend sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G. Nah Nah nana Nah!"  

       Max looked like a crazy Sasquatch with its head stuck in a pickle jar, hilarious. I could hardly keep myself from laughing at how ridiculous he looked. She must have seen the crazed look on my face because she tilted her head at me and gave me a look like I was insane. 

      "What are you staring at?" she asked. She looked behind her and she saw what I was looking at. I think she almost fell out of the chair laughing because she leaned forward and slapped her knee and I think she was laughing like no ones business.

      When Max saw her, he fell backward and I think he hit his head on the wall (hehehehe yeah, he deserved it). I saw Adam and Bernice (hehe no one tell him I called him that) drag Max off to the broom closet close by and lock the door. I have no idea what it was with them and broom closets and locking unconscious people in them but, they were nuts that day.

       We looked at each other and I could tell she was thinking the same thing that I was; What in the name of something (she told me that she was thinking "What in the name of fuzzy cheese?!?!": no clue about it) is going on here?!?

        I was starting to wonder what in the world was going on, the guys did act a little strange sometimes but that was just getting strange. I was really starting to panic about whether or not I was dreaming or not. I felt my heart start beating out of control.In that moment I knew I was having a panic attack. My thoughts started blurring and I could hear myself start hyperventilating and my head started throbing as I felt myself losing oxygen.

        My life suddenly turned into a medley of assorted shapes and colors. Then, in an instant, my life turned upside-down as my head hit the floor.