"Sometimes I get so sad I forget how to breathe and at night, if I'm not sleeping I'm probably holding a blade in my hand debating if I should press harder. I like reading sad quotes until I start drowning in my depression. I like to pretend that everything's okay and will lie to you if you ask what's wrong. I have low self esteem and call myself stupid whenever I get the chance. I think I'm fat and gross and I'll probably die alone, but that's okay, I wouldn't want to burden anyone."
-Tell me about yourself
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Excerpts From The Book I'll Never Write
PoetrySomething I had to write in order to feel again.