THIS WILL NEVER DIE (Boyxboy)

PART 1

First day of primary school is always gonna be the worst for everyone, this is the fourth primary school I have been to and it seems to be not that bad since I have a friend who sticks up for me.

"Ashley come on lets go and play football"
"Yeah coming Benji" I yawn and call back to him, I put my luch box back in to my bag and ran towards him.
We cicked a ball around all through lunch, until the bell went and headed of to class.

"Prynhawn da plant esteth yn lawr" our teacher said in welsh
"Good afternoon Mrs price" the class replied.

I like sitting in welsh with Benji by me because then no one messes with me and calls me names, because Benji is hear with me protecting me.

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11 years later

I stare at my best friend 'Benji' in science knowing he doesn't understand a thing thats going on.

Hes most likely to busy thinking about his 18 birthday party tonight I still haven't got him a present "humm what would he like" I think to myself
"What,what is it am a drooling" Benji says really fast wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, his welsh accent always makes me laugh especially when hes speaking really fast like that.

"Hahaha" I laugh at him weakly, Benji just gives me a wicked grin whilest saying "I can't wait for this party tonight" Benji says excitedly.
"I don't like parties" I tierdly say makeing myself smile, so I won't hurt his feelings and I rup my eyes to try and wake up.
" I know because last time you got beaten up until you were in hospital. But please come Ash its gonna be great this time please. Caroline is gonna be there" Benji winks at me then nudges me.
" ugh Caroline." I annoyed rubbing my eyes again.
" Just keep pretending your with her my mam and dad can't find out about us ok please Ash"
" ok but I won't hide it for much longer, its been two years to long Benji they will have to find out soon" I whisper to make sure no one else can hear.

I squeeze his hand under the table but quickly let go to make sure no one sees, then I quickly go back to work answering the questions.

" I should have just went to college" I mutter to myself, I didn't expect a reply but Benji nudges, then Benji leans ove until his nose was on my ear and whispers in a husky voice.
"yeah but you stayd on in school because you love me" Benjis voice makes me shiver with anticipation, and I blush but he does it on purpose to enbaress me.

" ok classs you can all leave, have a safe ride home"

I quickly collect my things and head out to meet my mam at the front of the school I huff and take a seat on the passenger side by her. My stomach begins to sting whenbi sit down but I ignore it and close my eyes.
"What's the matter Ash" my mam askes whiles stroking a pice of my dark hair out of my face placeing it behind my ear.
"I need a hair cut for starters its down to my cheek bones" I smile holding a pice of my hair out in front of me, I the paim subsides into a sickly feeling instead.

"Yeah we can go straight away if you want" she smiles at me
"sure I would like that, I will get it shaved back and sides and leave the middle so I can spike it up" I smile at the memory of Benji telling me not to shave my hair since he likes to grab it and stroke his fingers through it.
"Well Benji is gonna have to just be disappointed until it grows back" I say to myself looking at a pice of my hair.

My mam giggles at me whilst driving." I hope you two wear protection or do I need to go through the birds and bee's with you again" my my mam looks at me sternly then back to the road.
" Mam don't worry about it" I say giggling in to my hands
"Ashley this is serious I don't want you catching disease of him" she glares at me then looks into the side mirror and indicates.
"We wear protection mam" I laughed.

Mam glares over at me with concern before ahe spoke
" Are you smoking weed again" Mam askes completely serious as she pulls over at our house and parks, she leans over, grabs my hand and brings my arm over to her nose as she smells it.
"Please get rid of the smell ok, then we can go to rhe hair dressers" she says as she slamms rhe door behind her.
"Ok mam" I say with a smile