We walk down the road just in case Benjis parents look out any of the windows, it starts to rain heavily as I call a cab then then my mam to tell I will be home soon, I then curse for not thinking to wear a coat when we live in Wales.
"Ok dear" my mam says sounding jolly as usual
"Bye" I say casually
"Bye" mam says back and cuts me of.
Benji looks at me accusingly and shivering as rain goes down his neck
"So your not coming with me I am guessing" Benji says announce clipping his every word.
"I am sorry Benji but my family and education is hear I just can't get up and go somewhere and leave it all behind" I say trying to hold back my anger.
" and you think this is easy for me" Benji says in distress
" YES BENJI BECAUSE CLEARLY NOTHING HEAR IS IMPORTANT TO YOU" I shout back at him whiles I put my hand on my chest so Benji knows I am talking about myself.
Benjis eyes fill with hurt and anger, when he speaks his voice is filled with sorrow
"you are the most important thing to me, it's just no one else can know that because I am afraid of what will happen if everyone knew, thats why I didn't break up with Lauren" Benjis voice wobbled as he spoke.
"Who gives a fuck what people think Benji" I grab Benjis hand and pull him closer before I carry on talking.
"Please stop thinking about other people and start thinking about what makes you happy" I slip my hand around Benjis hips and hug him close, Benji leans his chin at the top of my head.
"Can I stay around your place for a couple of nights" Benjis voice tremors.
"Um I am not sure I think mam will say yes but I am not sure about dad" I pull away " I will phone mam and ask."
I click on her number three times before it rings, she answers on the first ring "hey mam" I say casually as my hands tremble with the cold
" yes what is it" mam replies suspiciously
" mam umm I was wondering if maybe I could have Benji over for a couple of nights until he gets his own place sorted" I ask quickly afraid she will say no.
As I wait for her to answer the taxi turns up I use my spear hand an open the door I go in and sit down relived to be out of the rain.
" ok I spoke to your dad he says it's fine" mam says relived
" ok thanks love you bye" I reply smiling into the phone
"Bye" mam says and cuts of.
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THIS WILL NEVER DIE (Boyxboy)
RandomAshley has never fitted in at school,until he met Benjamin 'Benji', the two boys became friends straight away. As the years go on they become more than friends. But Benji is ashamed to say about his relationship to everyone and decides to keep it a...
