Are you the one?

Chapter fifthteen

Oh my god they're about to have sex!!

Ethan's P.O.V

We lay naked in my bed me on top of Michael, we're kissing and I can feel his hard member against my hole, I'm completely ready for him. All of this is scaring me, what if we have sex and I never hear from him again? What if we have sex and he disappears for another week? What if I'm not as good as the guys he's had sex with before? I have to get out of my head! If I don't I'll just back out and I don't want to, I want to do this I want to give myself to him. I reach around and grab his penis ready to push it inside of me but he grabs my hand "I don't want to hurt you" he whispers

I lean in and kiss him "you won't" I smile and he lets go. I slowly push him inside of me, my mouth falls open as he slowly continues to push it. Our eyes are locked into each other's and I breathe out as he slowly starts to push in and out

"Oh fuck you're so tight" he whispers against my lips

"I'm sorry" I apologize

"That's a good thing Ethan." He picks up the pace and I burry my head in his neck and shoulder "am I hurting you?" He stops

"No please keep going" I kiss him. After a few more minutes of that he lays me on my back and lays between my legs as he continues. He thrusts his member into and I moan.

Michael and I lay down breathless next to each other, we look at each other smiling "are you ok?" Michael asks me trying to catch his breath

"I'm great" I reply moving closer and laying on his chest. I don't know what any of this means but I get to lay on his very sweaty chest so I'm content. He lays there quietly as I listen to his heart beat. Why won't he say anything? "What are you thinking about?" I ask

"Everything I've done wrong"

I raise my head from his chest looking up at him "perfect time to think about that"

"No not with you!" He tries to explain "I mean with my parents, Ava, and just my life. This is the only thing I've done right lately" he grabs my hand "I've messed everything else up but us I hope I got us right"

I smile "you did" I hope.

"How weird is this for you?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean how weird is it me being in your bed?"

"Not as weird, it's not your first time"

"Oh right the first time I was in this bed I was passed out drunk and you were watching me while I slept"

"Oh my god I was not watching you I simply took one picture, is that so weird?"

"Very" he laughs then kisses me "but I forgive you." We fall asleep on my bed until the next morning my alarm goes off. "What the hell is that?" Michael asks in his sleep

I'm slowly waking up "it's my alarm clock"

"What time is it?" He asks his eyes still shut

Picking up my phone I look at the screen "6 am"

"Are you serious!? Who wakes up this early?"