I'm not Ok [BTS Fanfic; Jimin X you ft.Jungkook]

Part 5

💞*NOTICE*💞
Y/N: your name
F/N: friend name
C/N: cousin name

The tears couldn't stop falling. My heart couldn't stop breaking. I placed the letter over my broken heart and held it there. Y/n....I need you. Come back please. I fell to the floor. Crying as I laid there with the letter.
Y/n POV
As I stepped through the doors, loud music was being played. People were either making out with each other or grinding against each other. It was super awkward walking past them. Then suddenly I noticed c/n running towards me with light pink colored drinks. Great. "Y/n! You've got to try these! They are gonna make you DRUNK so faaassttt!" C/n screamed in face. Ewww his breath wreaked alcohol. "Yeah, I can tell!" I said laughing back. I grabbed both shots and swallowed them. The taste was sweet, but it burned like hell when it was going down my throat. Surprisingly, the burning sensation was pleasurable afterwards. "HAHAHA DAMN GIRL, GET IT!!" C/n yelled walking away with a guy. How did he get a guy so fast? Lucky. I headed to the bar to grab a few more drinks before heading out to the dance floor. "Hey, what can I get you beautiful?" The bartender asked as I approached. I looked at him shocked and laughed. I got to admit, he wasn't that bad looking. "Surprise me!" I shouted. Oh shit. Those drinks were kicking in fast. He chuckled and brought me the same drink c/n gave me. He watched me as I poured it down my throat. "Someone knows how to drink" he complimented me. I smiled and looked back at the dancing crowd. When I turned around he looked at me. "Dance...with me" I said pulling him out of the bar and taking off his apron. "Yes ma'am" he said looking at my body.
~few hours later~
After a few hours of dancing crazily with the bartender, he took my hand and led me to the bathroom. No one was in there because everyone was too busy dancing or drinking. He pushed me into a stall roughly, locking the door behind him. Afterwards, he crashed his lips on mine and we started making out roughly. "You are so fucking sexy" he said in a husky voice before pulling up my dress. He started sucking on my neck, reaching my weak spot. I moaned only making him want me more. Suddenly I felt his hands on my ass. This wasn't right. I pushed him off me, causing him to look confused. "What's wrong?!" He asked sounding annoyed. I fixed my dress, unlocked the door, and walked out. I couldn't believe what I just did. What the hell y/n?!? I made my way to the girl handing out drinks and took three shots of the pinky alcohol before going outside. Stupid bartender. Stupid me. I laughed out loud like a maniac,drinking the shots, making everyone turn their heads toward me. I took out my phone, about to tell c/n that I wanted to leave. But I had already received a text from him, saying: 'Sorry but I'm leaving with Min Jae! He's a new guy I met ^_-'. "Fuck" I said to myself. Ughhh my head was spinning so fast. All I could think about was Jimin. Jimin. Go to Jimin. I need Jimin. His apartment wasn't that far away. So I made my way to him, probably stumbling over everything I walked past or on. Who the hell cares! All I need is Jimin.