Prologue_Cosmo's Regrets

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 Hello, My Sweet Devil!

Prologue_Cosmo’s Regrets

SIX YEARS ago… I told a girl something that shattered her frail heart and fragile soul. I told her how weak she was…

How weird she was. Eerily odd.

How plain she was… that she almost came out boring to me.

How ugly she was. Totally not my type.

How dupe she was that everything she had seen fooled her.

How stupid she was to fall for someone like me—someone who was waaayyy out of her league.

I told her… how I would never like someone like her. Never in a million years!

How much dummy I was to befriend her.

I told her… how much she didn’t deserve me.

Six years… It has been six years.

Six years of unhappy days and restless nights. For six years, life for me has been miserable. True happiness has never been felt since the day I left her. Guilt has been eating me up ever since I turned to take a step away from her. I’m filled with remorse and regret…

I shouldn’t have told her all those crap… all those lies…

I should have told her the truth…

That I was so addicted to her personality and kind spirit.

That I was going crazy the whole time we were together.

That she’s totally, absolutely my type of girl.

That I always thought I was one hell of a dummy that I never had guts to take our friendship into a whole new level…

That she’s the most beautiful girl I had ever seen in my dreams and in reality.

That I was trying so hard reaching out to be in her league.

I should have told her… how hard I tried to deserve her.

If only I could turn back the time… I would do anything. And take back all that Id said. But I can’t. And the fact that I hurt and left her remains.

That’s why I’ve been looking for her all these years. Not to apologize—because I know there’s not enough word to say sorry for hurting her that way—but to compensate for what I did to her.

But more to all of these, I want to see, even for once, the demure girl who never failed to brighten every day of my life before. I want to see her again. The girl who I never stop loving.

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[A/N] uploaded! heha i just want this one out of my head. magulo kasi  utak ko this finals. "memory almost full" sbi niya.*laugh* updates will be published oftenly. comment would be appreciated! enjoy!^^

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