Our 'Soul Punk' Love Story [Patrick Stump Fanfiction]

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WARNING: suicide attempt and explicit words ahead! If you're not comfortable reading this part, skip it. Don't read at your own risk. You have been warned.

"Every word's a new regret if you say it right, every word can be forgotten in the right light, oh nostalgia, I don't need you anymore..."

Broken glasses, frames, and bottle of beers were scattered on the floor. Alcohol smell filled the house.

  "ARRRGGGH! FVCK!"
Patrick threw the last piece of bottle of beer in the wall.

After Allie left him, his life became miserable. He cried for quite long time. He doesn't even know when is the last time he took a bath, change his clothes, or sleep decently.

He smash everything he helds.
He collapse on the floor and found himself crying again. He had never been devastated like this.

  "Allie comeback."
He said between the sobs.
He picked out from his pocket, Allie's ring.

  "ALLIE!!"
He screamed her name.
The pain, guilt, and sadness is killing him.

He touched the ring on his finger, he's now wearing it.
But like what Allie said, 'it's too late'. He saw from the floor their broken family picture frame.
It was taken after Allie gave birth to Declan.

  "Dec, daddy misses you so much. I sorry son ifI hurt your mom."
He whispered as he sobs, tears dropped on the picture.

  "But I love you so much, you and your mom. You are my world. I'm sorry if daddy got messed up."
His tears kept falling from his flushed eyes.

Allie's last word before she left him was 'It's too late now Trick.'
Too late to say sorry, too late to to feel the guilt, to late to forgive, too late to fix everything.

Too late now Patrick!

You ruined your own family

He deserves to be lonely. He deserves to be left. He deserves all the pain. He's the reason why his marriage ruined. It was all his fault.
He let the temptation consume him.
He doesn't deserve it to live.

  "It's me. It was all me."
He stood up and went to the bathroom.

He get his Prozac pills from the cabinet. A cheater like him deserves to die.
He opened the lid of bottle.

  "I love you Allie, Declan. I'm sorry."
He kissed the photograph and took a deep breath.

Without any hesitation, Patrick swallowed all the pills inside the bottle.
His vision went blurred, his head starts to spin, he feel dizzy, his stomach starts to grumble like he's gonna throw up.

Allie's smile and Declan's eyes is the only thing inside his head before everything went black.

If this gonna be the death of him, this is how he wanna go.

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Due to smashing that Mrs. Avery heard from Patrick's house, she called 911 for help.
In a minute, cops and ambulance arrived. He told the cops about the smashing noice, because the door was locked, they forcely opened it. There a lot of broken things on the floor. They search around the house, then they found Patrick's body in the bathrpom, a bottle of Prozac on his left hand, while a family photograph on the right.
Mrs. Avery gasped.

  "Oh my god!"

The police called the medic, they went inside and checked Patrick.

  "He still have pulse. We need to take out all the drugs in his body."
The medic said. They put his body on the stretcher and bring him to the hospital.
As they reached the hospital, they didn't waste time, he was brought to the emergency room to take out all the drugs inside him.
There is only 50-50 chance that he will live, because the drugs spread out in his body.
His pulse was getting slower and slower, until his heartbeat stops, the cardiograph shows flat line. The doctors decided to use defibrillators to revive him.