A Promise

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Ever since I was little, I have always dreamed of being in the spot light, as the middle child I was always either bugging my big sister or getting myself and little brother in trouble. Always dancing and singing like no one was watching, I didn't care if I sound like a dying cat or looked like one either I was having fun living in the moment.

Hi! My name is Samantha but Sam for short, I listened to pretty much everything from Fleetwood Mac to the Dixie Chicks to Tina Turner. Always singing Disney songs Dreaming of having a life like the rich and famous, but all I had was moving all over the place travel from birth till my father retired from the Military, 21 years later, normal kids always have friendship that are from super young to after high school and on, yeah not me, mine lasted maybe 4 years we would cry when it was time for someone to move to the next place, we would promise to write and we did but eventually the letters would either stop coming or stop got out, when you a kid you live off of Hope and promises...

The only thing consistent in my life was my siblings and the Music. Music does wonders, I remember one time when the family was going to Pennsylvania for vacation i though I packed all my CDs, yeah I thought wrong I was missing the oops I did it again CD from Britney Spears. I cried for a good thirty minutes say "turn around I left it in my bed I'll make it fast" and my dad just kept driving I couldn't believe I left a friend behind I felt horrible so I listen to her first CD twice in a row. When your Ten thing like that are a big deal, I still had Faith Hill, Jennifer Lopez, Dixie chicks and Destiny's Child. Thing were good on the trip a few days away from military life to enjoy the chocolate town of Pennsylvania and seeing all the history, and listening to the folks always fight it was normal, as child we knew to just keep busy and act as if nothing was wrong. Music was my savior and still is to this day. 

I have done a ton of growing up, I have hit pretty close to rock bottom, after dads retirement we moved back to California I had a normal middle school, and a crazy high school years two different schools, never fun leaving your friends yet again, To be the new kid again when you though all the moving was done, You felt safe living somewhere past 4 years.
Then again wrong, new school means new you, you can be anything you want, well that's what I thought, but at this school If your new your new meat, no one was nice. Expect for the Ag kids most of the time they were nice they accepted everyone, just don't do them wrong and you'll be great, still carried my music with me, Was in drama for the last year and played sports, soft ball, swim and water polo oh and I showed livestock, you named it I showed it, I loved the fact that I could take care of an animal and be in the spot light at the fair and prove to people I can do anything even if I was made fun of I didn't let stuff like that stop me, I kicked butt and loved it!