A Promise

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The kids go crazy when they see Beau, they clearly missed him, I just smile watching the kids run to him as he carries his food to the the table I get up and go to the kitchen and turn off the tea kettle and pour myself and Jen some tea, bring it back to her and place it down, "Thanks Sam, for everything" "You're welcome" as we all finish breakfast Jen tells the kids to get ready for school, since Emme is looking better and wants to go, they are going, Beau clears the table as Jen and I talk. I start doing the dishes well Jen is talking to some producer on the phone and Beau heads upstairs to get ready for the day, I wash and place the dishes in the dishwasher, wiping my hands and the twins attack me knocking me to the ground, we all laugh, "You guys are so strong haha, are you guys ready to go?" "Yes we need to wait for mom though but she's on the phone" Max said, Emme Grabs her and Max's lunch I make my way to Jen just as she hangs up and signs "You okay Jen?" "Yeah, just trying to plan when to start filming for shades again, we are thinking in two weeks" " Well you'll be fabulous and I'll miss you when your in New York, Hey the kids have to leave for school I would take them but I grabbed a cab here" I say collecting my things "MAX EMME ARE YOU GUYS READY" Jen yells " YES mom" Jen gets up, "Hey I'll drop you off at home Sam" I nob my head and follow Jen grabbing my bag, Beau comes down and kisses Jen goodbye, whispers something in her ear causing her to giggle, i try and look away i have nothing to be jealous of we are just friends right?, he Hugs me goodbye and tells me thank you again. 

We all pile in Jen's car and head off to the twins school all singing songs on the radio listening to there uncle Ryan on Kiis fm, we drop the twins off saying our goodbyes and we watch them go inside, Jen has me punch in my address and we go toward my house, she stops and goes through Starbucks for a hot tea, I get a tall flat white with 2% milk seriously my favorite. We are about three blocks from my place, when Jen places her hand on my thigh, "Sam... I just want you to know that I'm very grateful for everything You have done for me these past two days. I hope we can stay friends" Jen looks at me As she parks right in front of the condo, I smile and place my hand on to of hers and lean over to kiss her, Jen comes forward to meet me halfway I just kiss her lightly, just a soft rich touch of passion. "Always Jen I'm here for you. I pull away and we just hold hands, "Sam can I come in?" I look at her, then look at my house, " yeah sure, I can't promise it's clean, Stacy has been alone for two days" I say laughing we get out and walk inside.

 I call out Stacy name and nothing, her boyfriend must have picked her up, I give Jen a small tour of the condo, "it's not much but it's home" we enter my room and I see a couple bills and letters in my box, I place my bags down and Jen just looks at some of my old photos of my family, back when we were all closes, "Is this your family Sam?" I walk over to her and pick up the photo I walk to my bed and Jen follows we sit down together, I point out who's who. " Sam you look so much like you dad and bit like your mom! Are you guys close?" I sign.. "Unfortunately we aren't my family kicked me out in high school when they found out I was bi sexual. They don't agree with that or the choice to be a actor. This was the last photo we all took together" Jen looked at me well I'm still looking down at the photo not wanting to make eye contact with her. But it was to late I already let a tear fall and she lift my chin, whipped my tear away and kisses me, right now she was the boss, she was in charge, I place the photo down.

Jen kisses me full of love and passion, kissing me down my jaw to my neck, leaving me trails of kisses, "Sam I don't know if I can let you go... I need you... this... us..." She takes my top off and hers along the way, "Jen I'm not going anywhere. We can be a thing but you have to choose what you want, you have Beau at home, he's great and cares deeply for your family" taking my bra off Jen meets my breast taking care of each one, teasing me. I can't take this anymore! I flip her over, ripping her jeans off in one swipe, she's giggling as I do this, I meet her face and roughly kiss her, then making my way down to she sweet hole, stopping for two seconds at her left breast, I suck on it grabbing her nipple in between my teeth and dragging back, "mmmm fuck Sam!" I smile making my was down the rabbit hole I meet her panties and kiss above them, pulling them off my hand tracing her butt, God I love her ass, my second favorite thing on her sides her beautiful gold brown eyes. Tossing her panties God knows in my room, I lick my lips and lick her sweet hole teasing her a bit and then aggressively start to eat her sweet pussy out. " aww aww mmmm fuck aww fuckkkkk yes S sas Sam yes, Jen reaches her first climax and I don't even give her a chance to breathe I quickly place two fingers inside her hitting her g spot right away, "mmmmmm fuck mmmm yes yes fuck" she releases all over me, I clean her up and clean my fingers off keeping her sweet taste on me. I make my way back up to her lip leaving little kisses here and there. We make out for a bit, cuddling together, then shortly after Jen passes out on my chest, my baby is so tired from last night, I just rub her back letting her sleep, I grab a throw and cover my semi naked body and her naked body, I just lay there thinking how is this gonna play out, we can't be a couple, she has Beau, I have well i just started seeing Keith I mean just one great date. I guess Jennifer had been watching me think for the past 15 minutes "Sam don't over think this. Will figure it out, we can just be friends and end this right now" she sits up grabbing her bra and putting it on along with her shirt I get up handing her, her underwear and jeans "Jen I know, sides this would never last, the media would eat us alive, and you've got such a great man that loves you" "Yes Beau and I are great together, he'll be happy I went outside of the box and actually slept with a women, I've been telling him how much I need to." Jen looks at me I smiled thinking to myself was I just some women for her to sleep with or did she really care about me. I guess she noticed because she came over to me standing in between my legs and kissed my lips, "Sam you will forever be apart of my life your family, your not just some random, I trust you with my life and my children's lives." "Thanks Jen, so are you gonna let Beau move in fully and make things more serious?" "Yeah I think so, I mean I miss having him over all the time, the kids love him, and I love him too, I was think about just buying a new house together but kids love this one and it's plenty big enough, even if we get married and have a little one of our own, But only time will tell." We talk for a few more mins and then Jen heads home. I go back upstairs and take a bath I need to think about everything that happen these past two days. Like I just met Jennifer Lopez, ate dinner at her house, slept with her, took her to the Er for Emme, went back later to comfort her because she had a panic attack, feed the kids breakfast and then slept with Jennifer again! Like all this in less then 48 hours. She can't tell me she doesn't feel anything. I shouldn't feel anything. I start the water. Turning the nob all the way to the left for the hot water to flow in, I add some bubble bath soap lavender scented, lighting a handful of candles and turn out the light we'll listing to classic music. I step in and just automatically relax I feel the unwanted feeling just disappear. I was just a Friend that she need at the right time...