A Promise

5

As I turn down Jennifer's street I start to get nervous, trying to relax this isn't a date it's just JLo a huge celebrity who just wants to hang with a no one, I'm just her new friend away from her best friend. I pull into her gate plug in the numbers and the gate opens and I pull in park next to a white Cadillac and take in her beautiful house on the outside, "Holy shit it's beautiful here" I say under my breath as I walk to the front door. Just before I knock on the door I turn to leave I can't do this. She some huge person and I'm only a Extra, hoping to make it big. "Sam stop and just go!" i say to myself She want to be your friend you didn't drive all this way for nothing, and she sure as shit didn't invite you for nothing. I turn around walk up to the door and ring the door bell. I wait there impatiently butting my lips, it felt like forever but it was just seconds before she opens the door.

"SAM!! I'm so glad you made it! Did you fine your way okay?" As we hug i say "Yes Ms. Lopez I did, your actually not that far from me like 30-45 mins from my house but 10 minutes from the Starbucks I was at this morning" we walk inside "Sam, you don't have to call me Ms. Lopez please call me Jennifer, Jen, Jenny, Jlo or whatever just not Ms.Lopez to formal" she said with a Giggle "unless your interviewing me then you can call me that" haha as Jennifer starts to show me around her house it's so beautiful, white and green blue tint on the walls for color. "So this is the living room and right down that hall is a bathroom and the garage and over there is the entertainment room and this is the kitchen and dinning room, do you want me to show you the rest of the house now or after we eat? Are you hungry? I have strawberry Salmon salad with cheese cake after" she looked at me with a big smile "Thanks Jen we can do whatever is easier for you. I would love to see the rest of the house, either now or later"

I said well sitting my bag on the table by the front door. "Okay will eat now because I'm starving  and this looks amazing!  Would you like water, wine or tea?" she says grabbing the plates off the counter and placing them at the table "I'll have what your having"i said putting a serving of each salad on the plates as she brings over two glasses of white wine. "This is so great, so Sam again I'm so sorry for this morning I just need to vent out to someone. I'm glad it was with you, you seem super chill, so is Starbucks your full time job? Are you going to school? What do you do for fun? Are you seeing anyone? Wow that was a lot sorry" Jen laughs as she takes a bit of her food" "Wow this is the best salad I have had in a while, um let's see, no school right now, yes Starbucks is my full time job which I'm taking a vacation next week kind of excited but have no clue what to do side keep auditions like I do on my days off but now I'll do it seven day's, and go to the beach" i say lightly laughing and carry on telling Jen my life story "Don't have to much time to have fun but I go to the beach a lot it's my safe spot, not attached to anyone right now. Really focusing on myself, the last person I dated was to toxic, Long story short she was abusive, which is why I left guys for girls but starting to reconsider just going both ways, woman are hot just as guys are hella fine" I say as Jen is full eyed contact with me, "Wow Sam I didn't know you were and extra that's awesome. What have you been in so far? And yes guys and girls are interesting trust me I know." As we finish are food and sipping on are wine we keep chatting about the film world she asked me about sing and i nearly died laughing, when I told her why she did too.

"Now Jen what do you mean you know guys and girl are interesting, have you been with both the media only shows the men in your life?" I looks at her with and unsure face. Jen cleared her throat "You see Sam I have been with women before just not in a relationship, we just kiss here and there, I just could never commit to it. I guess I was just scared, I'm a couple years older then you things were different growing up." We are locked eye to eye as she has a tear rolling down her face and turns away from me, I reach my hand up, wipe the tear away "Hey Jen it's okay, it's no longer that time and things are different. Come here" I open my arms and she came into the hug I just hold her as she cries, talking about how she doesn't understand where she went wrong with Beau, and why they have been on and off so many times. I keep telling her "Everything is okay it happens, when you love you love hard Jen, that's not hard to see, ANYONE can see that Beau is a lucky guy. What happen this time?"

Jen said sniffing as she starts to wipe her tears "He was talking about wanting to move in fully together I mean I get it we have been together for 6 years on and off, I love him I do, I'm just not ready, I don't want this one to end I want this to be my forever." I raise my hand to wipe her tear stain cheek, but as I know it we are soon inching closer to each other "Jen if you love him don't let fear stop you. Your a catch" I said staring into her eyes "Thanks for coming tonight and talking with me it means a lot" just then Jen inched even closer as her lips are seconds away from my lips she just stopped there I look deep into her eyes searching for and answer. I found it and my lips made contact with hers. It started off slow and really making sure this is something we both want, it might be from the wine since I don't really ever drink the stuff, I bring my hands up to her cheeks and the kiss becoming more romantic and rough. We start touching each other all over the place exploring each other blind with our hands I pull Jen on to my lap and the kiss deepens. It goes on for a few more minutes until I pull apart searching for air that we have been lacking. "Jen are you okay, are you sure you want to do this?" Jen sat up looking at me a tear started to form in her eyes "Sam I'm not sure about anything I'm just so vulnerable, I'm sorry to have lead you on. But that kiss was pretty Amazing you can't deny that" Jen said with a chuckle. "I know Jen it was pretty good, it's been a while since I had something like that. But what about you and Beau he is your forever. You and I both know that" "I know Sam and right now we are not together, we are off again. So I'm not hurting him, if anything he probably wishes he was here to see this, this was his biggest fantasy. Seeing me with another women. Sam thank you I'm glad we are friends. I'm glad we kissed I don't apologize for nothing" I turn to face Jen starting to get up "Neither do I Jen I loved it, your great thank you for tonight" as I'm walking away Jen gets up and pulls me back to her and plants the kiss on me now.

This time the kiss is on fire full of heat, I push Jen against the wall and lifting her up. Kissing her mouth deeply, then her neck, just taking in her scent, the feeling of her body, every time I plant a kiss on her I feel her body shiver. Her soft moans making me want more, with her hands in my hair, then slowly guiding me where to go next, I can tell she wanted more but I pull away to make sure this is what she wants, "Jen open your eyes look at me, is this what you want, there's no going back" "Yes Sam" she said trying to Catch her breath. I smile and rip open her shirt and kiss her collar bone looking at her perfect body, hearing her moans excited me even more I pull her off the wall and bring her back towards the coach when she wiggles out of my arms and takes my hand and head up stairs.