The Last Wish.

CHAPTER 3

WHEN I PULL INTO MY DRIVEWAY I NOTICE CASPS CAR, MOM AND DADS CAR AS WELL AS GRANDMAS CAR. I park and get out of the car. I open my three bottles of pills and take two of each. I walk inside and my mom walks up to me "Pey, are you okay? Whats going on?" I bite my bottom lip and say "N-Nothing. False alarm." My mom looks at me with wide eyes "Are you and Casper sexually active?" I shake my head "No mom I'd tell you if we were. I just thought I was going to pass out. Thats all sorry guys." My grandma comes up to me, hugs me and walks to her car. I pull Casp over to the side and say "I... Have something to ask you.. And its pretty big." Casper eyes me "Okay, shoot love." I sigh "Did you ever think about sex... With me..." Casper turns bright pink "Of course, I think about everything thing with you. Sex, Marriage, kids, white picket fence the whole 9 yards. But why are we talking about this now?" I bite my bottom lip "Because, I dont wanna waste anymore time. I just want you. And everything you want to give me." Casper chokes on air and looks at me "Do you mean... Sex?" I nod my head "And a baby." I whisper quietly he looks at me and says "But what about the life you wanted? To finish high school? To go to College?" Tears well up in my eyes as I think about what I won't have. I gasp and Casper raps his strong arms around me and pulls me toward his body. He squeezes me and whispers into my hair "Baby. Please tell me whats wrong?" I shake my head and press a kiss to his chest. He smiles and kisses my forehead, "If a babies what you want then I'll give it to you love." I might have forgotten to add that Caspers British. I smile up at him and we go to my room when my mom and dad have gone back to work and Jem is at his friends house. Casper kisses me deeply his hands resting on my waist, he bites my lower lip and I moan when he moves to my neck, he pulls my shirt over my head and tosses it to the floor. He pulls away from me to admire my naked upper body my plump boobs swelling and my nipples hardening under his gaze. He kisses both of them and unzips my jeans with his teeth, he pulls of my jeans and panties with my boots and socks. He picks me up, craddled toward his chest and lays me on my bed. He pulls his shirt, jeans, boots, socks and boxers off and he gently lays ontop of me. He looks down at me as he seperates my legs and restd against my opening, no condom. He looks at me "Are you sure love?" I nod my head and he pushes forward, I instantly feel a sharp stab of pain. I squeeze my eyes closed tightly and he slowly pulls out and pushes back in. Again I squeeze my eyes closed tightly, and Casper moves a little bit faster with a gently loving rhythm. I make little gasping sounds and Casper groans. The pace increases a little bit more and with two more pumps and I fall over the edge with a moan. And three pumps more and Casper falls over the edge and I feel the semen break through the thin barrier and into my ovaries. Casper collapses onto of me with a sigh of contentment. He rests his head on my boobs and after his breathing slows down he looks at me from under his thick black long eyelashes. I smile at how beautiful he is and how he's all mine, for the next 3 years. And im so happy with my decision I don't want to leave Casper nothing to remember me by he pulls out of me and walks into my bathroom to get something. He comes back with a damp cloth, he cleans me up down there and I look at my waist where he gripped me a fraction to tight and the forming bruises. Casp dresses in his boxers and turns on the light I panic. He looks at me and says "Just to make sure we didn't ruin your bed... spread..." He trails off as his eyes wander over my body and he sees my bruises. He looks at me alarmed "Darling... What happened?" I laugh nervously "Nothing, I bruise easily." Casper frowns and points at my waist and my fresh forming bruises "Did I do that?" I smile sadly "Kinda, but really Casp I just bruise very easily." He runs a hand over his face and he sighs "I was too rough wasn't I?" I shake my head "No babe, no you were gentle and perfect. And I loved it just like I love you." Casper nods his head and dresses in his clothes and hands me mine. I dress in mine quickly and stand slowly, we walk into the living room hand in hand and sit on the couch just as Jem comes threw the door with a smile on his face. He walks over to me and gives me a fierce hug and kisses my cheek he sits next to me and turns on the tv "So what did you guys do?" He asks me and Casp. Casp starts talking about A movie when I interrupt him by saying "We had unprotected sex!" Casper groans and puts his head in his hands and Jem chokes on his spit "You did what?!" I squeeze my eyes closed and say "We had-" Jem cuts me off and says "No! I heard you the first time I wanna know WHY?" I rub my neck "Becuase I love Casper and I want everything he has to offer me." Casper looks at Jem "Bro im sorry I screwed your sister." Jem shakes his head "Pey. What's. Going. On?" I look at him "I'm sorry I told you that we slept together." Jem looks at me and shakes his head at Casper "Did you suddenly run out of condoms? Because now my sisters probably pregnant. Are you planning on helping her raise the baby? And Pey. Are you gonna tell mom and dad?" Casper says "Jem, im not going anywhere. Im gonna be with your sister every step of the way. Shes the one that wanted no condom!" I say "Can we keep this a secret for now?" Jem purses his lips and turns on the Xbox 360 and hands out the controlers "All is forgotten." I reach over and squeeze Jem tightly "God. Thank you Jem I love you so much." He smiles and blushes "I love you too Pey." We begin playing The Walking Dead when mom and dad walk into the house and smile at us "Kids!" Jem gives me the evil eye and mouths "Be Cool!" I nod and smile at mom and dad when a sudden stabbing pain in my stomach alerts me to the time and I sit up frantically "Shit. What time is it?!" Jem frowns "7..." I jump up and wince, my joints hurting and I walk to my room and open the door rummaging in the drawer looking for my pills. I find them and secretly take two of each then walk back into the living room to find everyone in the kitchen making dinner on our last night of Christmas vacation. I stand off to the side admiring my family, and a tear trickles down my face and I quickly wipe it away. I walk into the kitchen and help my family make homemade pizza.

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Me and Casp walk into the school and my joints hurt from the cold and I feel extremely tired. I wipe my forehead and find it covered in a light coating of sweat and burning hot to the touch. I bite my lower lip my stomach hurting so bad. The smell of breakfast from the school cafeteria and I stop and run to the girls room and vomit in the toilet violently. I wipe the sweat off my forehead, yup I am most definitely pregnant. Its been a month since the last time I saw my doctor and since and Casp slept together. Unfortunately I had another doctors appointment for both my baby and my cancer. I stop vomiting, flush the toilet, chew two pieces of Mint gum and wash my hands before leaving the bathroom to find Casper waiting for me ourside the bathroom. He grabs my hands and looks at me "Are you?" I bite my bottom lip "I think so!" He kisses me and we walk to our first class together.

At the end of the day Casper and I walk to our cars "Can I go with you?" I hesitate "Casp I think I should go alone." Casper frowns at me "But I want to be there every step of the way. C'mon. Can I go with you." I sigh "Im not going to today." Casper nods "Okay. Then when you go?" I nod "Of Course. I love you." He kisses me "I love you too love." We go to our seperate cars and I drive straight to the doctors office.