"THE LOVER"(더 러버)

MEMORIES 기억 P.3 (EXTRA)

#301: Chanyeol's Pov
I met someone who didn't care about my past because he wanted to be with my in the future

We didn't meet by accident we were meant to cross paths

Just like a dream we were able to meet again

* 2011*

At 6, my parents abandoned me infront of an aquarium since then I couldn't get close to a place like that. Not long after that, Mr and Mrs Park adopted me.

Now I'm 16 and my dad just died, why every person I care about leaves?

Dad was sick, mum was crying, we have to pay for his hospital bills, funeral and the loan.

"Chanyeol" Mum hug me tightly after the funeral

I didn't cry, I couldn't cry, I don't have time for this. I have to save my family

I quited highschool without my mum knowing. I start looking for part-time jobs, I lied about my age so I could work.

I worked in a convenience store, cleaning, babysitting, delivering, all kind of things. I get to sleep somedays 4 hours other times just 2h.

Lately some troublemakers from my school come to my workplace to bother me. I don't really care.

"Hey did you hear this? That stupid dumbass's dad died. I would want to die too if I had a son like that" Someone said

My mind went blank and before I knew it I was fighting outside the store.

They hit me with a glass but I couldn't feel the pain.

They end up running away when the manager came

"Ya! Those brats! Hey you are fired! How dare you get in trouble infront of my store. I don't want to see you ever again" The manager yelled

They threw me to the trash can I could feel now the hit from before.

"You are just garbage like those kids. Don't you feel ashamed what if your father see you like this, eh?" he sighed and enter the store again

"DON'T TALK BAD ABOUT MY DAD.  WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM?" I yelled with all my lungs

I was able to get up.

I just wanted to die.

I didn't even know why I was still alive.

I didn't deserve to be alive.

I was taking a walk, Mum was calling me but I didn't want to deal with her. I tripped with a rock. My knees hurt, my arms, my feet.

It started to rain, so cold and heavy

"Let me die. Is ok if I'm not around anymore, it will make things easier for everyone." I mumbled

People were just passing by they didn't even turn his gaze to look at me I was just like another paper trash on the floor.