"THE LOVER"(더 러버)

SECRETS 비밀 P.3

#204: D.o's Pov
Ever since our fight with Taemin, Kai  has been acting weird. He is more clingy and he won't talk much.

"Is everything alright Nini?" I caressed his cheeks worried

"Yeah I'm fine, why?" he hold my hand tenderly

"Lately you look so sad and quiet. Is anything bothering you?" I asked him

"Everything is fine" he buried his face on my chest and hugged me tightly

I decided to cook something for Kai I wanted to cheer him up so I prepared his favorite dishes

He was still in class while I was cooking in the kitchen.

Luhan hyung closed the café for a few days, he sounded quite sad. Later I'll go and give him a piece of cake.

I was setting the table after finishing  and then I heard the door opening.
I went to look for Kai, He looked so tired.

"Welcome back Jonginie" I smiled. I couldn't show him that I was concerned.

I need him to cheer up too.

"Kyungsoo" He jump into my arms.
Before I could hug him he let go of me.

"Can we talk? Is important" he didn't look at my eyes

"Sure but first have a sit. I prepared your favorite dishes" I pushed him to the table and made him sat. I sat infront of him.

"Kyungsoo" he started but I interrupt him.

" Look I made all your favorites, nowdays you look so troubled that I wanted to do something for you. You know I'm always here for you and you can talk to me" I started but he interrupt me

"Kyungsoo" he said again

"Come on you can say it I'll hear you whatever you have to..." He knocked the table and finally look at me

"Let's break up" he yelled

I stop breathing at that moment.

"W-what are you saying? If this is a joke cause it's not funny" I tried to hold my tears back

"Please let's break up. I can't take this anymore" he look at me with cold eyes

"Did I do something to make you say that? what did I do? Tell me. Is it because of Taemin?" I started mumbling things non-stop.

"I can't be with you. I'm not good enough for you" he adverted my eyes

"What are you saying? Are yo nuts? Did you really take what Taemin said seriously? Jong In come on" I was angry

"He was right. What can I offer you? I have nothing. You'll graduate and be a sucessful man while I will try to have a job. We can't life only with my dancing. Our mums have been supporting us. I don't think it's the right time for us" He clenched his fits

"So you just want to break up with me because of that. I don't care about any of that, I love you. It's ok if you are a successful or just a back up dancer I love you just the way you are Jong In" I said between sobs.

"It's not that I don't love you anymore it's just that rigt now I'm not good enough for you. I'll understand if you fall for someone else..." He said

I throw him the napking

"Aren't you being selfish? You only thought about yourself. What about me? You don't want to know how I feel? Can't you see that you are only satisfying yourself?" I start throwing everything I had to him.