I'm trying to forget things about this morning.I just never seem to forget about it.Why did I even kissed him?I'm so stupid!It's just pointless ,for Christ's sake he's a rockstar and I.....I'm just a girl with relationship issues, destroyed life..everything that's bad.I fucked up my own life, from leaving our mansion living in a crappy house after my father died to dating a jerk.
I take out my phone,scrolling through instagram.I look through trending feeds and saw something about the party Ashley and I should've went to yesterday,has been cancelled until tomorrow and venue has been changed to here,this mansion. Ashley must have known about it while I was ...knocked out.I heard footsteps from behind me.I turned around facing Luke.
His knuckles are raw and bleeding.He gave a begging look in his eyes,''Please forgive me for-''.I filled in,''for expressing your feelings for me?'',He lick his lips,''Um...yeah...and dancing like that,I exceeded my limits....I understand that you're still in a relationship and I am sorry......".I burst out laughing,he gave a confusing look,I gave back a serious face,''Ok,sorry about that......Um,it's no big deal Luke,I just have a messed up relationship with Josh,my boyfriend.I do forgive you.I want to um.....I ran out because I want some time alone to think how I got here to see you in such a coincidence - ''.He interrupted,''What do want to do?''
I sighed and mumbled shyly,''I want to be with you,I love you back''.He walks closer to me raising an eyebrow,''So you do love me as well...''.He takes my hand,our fingers intertwine with each other.My heart's racing, not even skipping a beat.He smirks,''how about I take you on a date after the party?''.I nod.''Of course,why not.''
We walk back inside releasing grip.I followed him to the living room where the others are hanging out.I must say,the living room is beautiful.Walls are white,carpets are white,most of the draperies are white while some are black.The couches are made from expensive black leather,the cushions are crafted into broken heart shapes with a pin in the middle while the others are square.These boys even have a nice fireplace below the flat screen tv and speakers for relaxation and boy talks.There were stairs to the back of the living room though.
Anyways,Luke and I sat beside each other listening to their conversation about people saying negative things about them.Micheal talks,''Well,people used to say that I'm ugly....they say I'm a clown because,you know...I change my hair colour every week,and I've been bullied in high school....''.Ashton stands up and runs his hands through his hair,''I...I have committed suicide once and abused myself because of bullying,they say hurtful words about me and I hated myself for it....so....thats the reason''.Calum shoots up childishly,''I'm gonna say this like Martin Luther King,My dream......my dream has been shatttered by people......I wanted to become a footballer and a singer...but they say I will never make it in life....I got the opportunity to be a footballer and turned down my flight to purchase One Direction tickets''.
The rest of us talked as well.It was almost 9 o' clock .I signalled to Ashley and lip synced to her,'we gotta go to studio and go pay our school fees'.She nod.We got up from the conversation.We walked our seperate ways to get ready. Ashley and I go to our recording and dance studio on Saturdays,my father owned the studio,when he died,he willed it to Ashley and I to work as partners,Its apart of our routine everyweek.About our school fees, Ashley and I dedided weeks ago that were going back to college to study Business,Drama and Music for a year so we can fulfil our dreams of having a successful business and getting famous with our talents of singing,dancing and be serious business women.
I found my way back to the room I slept in and freshen up.I picked up my suitecase and took out something to wear.I took out a pair of denim joggers,my red Airmax , with my favourite white sleeveless mini blouse showing off my tummy and my big red and black plaid hoodie unzipped.I put them on and almost forgot my 'fitted' cap and put it on as well.
I let my kinky waves go wild.I did my eyebrows, did a cat eye and applied lipbalm.I tidied everything back,picked up my black leather 'matie' bag and put my beats pill,tablet,purse with $200,selfie stick and headphone in it,I took up my phone and head out the room.We met in the living room seeing everyone busy,I can bet its the party.
We looked at each other but Ashley dressed well,similar to me.She wore a camoflouge joggers,black Air Max,black and grey hoodie unzipped,red mini blouse but her hair was straight and she wore a black bandana.Her makeup was similar as well yet she wore bright red matte lipstick.;she slayed her outfit.I had no problem when we dress similar because we're bestfriends,anyone would expect that to happen.
.Luke ceases all his work and came to me,I smiled,he's staring me down,he smirks,''You look stunning Dana and-''.Ashley went infront of us folding her arms and smiling,''Oh,now I see the chemistry between you two,I did a very good experiment,Luke my dear student, you passed,you passed the Chemistry test!''.He chuckles.
I looked at them confused,''What are you guys talking about?''.They don't say a word,they just look all over the place,humming and .They're hiding something from me,did Ashley hook me up with him?...I'm pretty sure what that chemistry talk means,Ashley's behind all this,I figured out why Luke asked me to teach him to dance.
I gave Ashley death stares,she speaks softly,''I'll explain later ''. The doorbell rang.Luke ran away,Luke shouts out,''You answer,Its the electrician!''.I think Ashley might've told him other stuff when I find something out."I'll deal with you tomorrow",I told Ashley in a scolding manner.
I sighed and open the door.''Josh!?'',I looked at him in shock.''Dana?!''.,Josh looked at me surprised.He clenched his hands into a fist,I don't like where this is going..
A/N:(And there you have it,not the end of the story thou obvi!.....What do you think,what a coincidence ...Josh seeing Dana at Luke's home...)
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Poisoned Love
FanficThe unpopular singer,Dana cheated with her ex,Josh but have tender,rough love for rock star,Luke Hemmings.All her life ,she's been confused of who to stay with.Things got hot among Luke,Dana,and Josh.Josh disappeared out of Dana's life for good whil...