Starstrucked (Lolena Fanfic)

Chapter 1

Logan’s POV 

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

“Ugh..”

I try to find my alarm and turn it off but it falls. Bad sign. I wake up and look at the broken alarm. Guess I need a new one. I walk out of my room and look at my other clock. OH MY GOODNESS I am so gonna be late for work! I mustn’t be late for work. Not today. Today is the first day of the shooting of 13 Reasons Why and yes, Selena Gomez will be there. And that’s why, I can’t be late.

I get myself ready as fast as I can and go down to the hotel’s lobby. I see my mom sitting on the sofa, checking her watch several times. In case you don’t know, my mom is my manager and she is so punctual. So yes, I'm so screwed. But what else can I do? I have no other choice except to walk towards her. Once she sees me she grabs my hand and walks to the car. She keeps on scolding me inside the car on the way to the shooting location and trust me; it is the worst 30 mins ever.

Selena has always been my celebrity crush. I’'ve watched her playing the role as Alex Russo and I have always loved her since then. I’ve always dreamed of meeting her and well, here I am. I am so nervous and happy that I can finally meet her.

As we get there, I get out of the car and walk towards the shooting area. Selena's there already, getting make ups on for the shooting. Gosh she's so gorgeous. No wonder Justin doesn’t want to let her go. She's wearing a very light make up on, but she looks so damn stunning. I build my courage up and try to approach her. ‘Stay cool, Logan, stay cool’. I start to walk towards her when my manager tells me to get ready.

“What are you doing? C’mon, we’re late! Hurry up and get your make up on!”

“Can we wait for a while? Please it’ll just be a minute,” I beg.

“Whatever it is, it can wait,” she answers.

“But Mo-”

“IT CAN WAIT,” she interrupts as she gives me that go-or-you’re-grounded face.

My mother leads me to “my” spot and I sit there. I am thinking about her while I am make-upped. She looks so flawless on the tv, and I don’t expect that she is this flawless off cameras!

I am still thinking about her when the film director asks me to gather at the middle of the shooting area. After I'm done with the make up I go to the middle to see the director. There's a huge crowd as everyone gathers there. As I thought, I am the last one coming, since I am late.

“Oh Logan! there he is,” says the director. I walk towards him and smile. He puts his arm around my shoulder as he announces something. But I don’t listen to him. I don’t want to, and I don’t care. All of my attention goest to that beautiful girl. I guess I stare at her too long that she realizes it. She looks at me and I can’t do anything except to look the other way spontaneously. I'm too damn nervous. Seconds later I try to look at her again. This time, for the first time, our eyes meet.

God I don’t even know how long we stare at each other. It seems like hours though. Does anyone see us staring at each other? What if my mom saw us? Or her mom? My head is full of questions, when the director calls me to do the first scene of the shooting.

In the first until the third scene there will be no Hannah, which means no Selena. So she sits in a corner, waiting for her turn. Knowing that she's watching makes me so nervous that distracted. We get the first scene repeated like three times and I can see that the director is annoyed already. So I try not to look at Selena and focus on my acting instead. Good thing, it works. We even only need to do the next scenes once.

“OKAY LET’S TAKE A BREAK” the director yells as he claps his hands once and walks away.

I go to get some coffee then walk towards Selena. The steps are getting heavier as I get nearer to her. My hands are getting wet and I can feel my stomach filled with butterflies. Act normal, be cool Logan.

I give her the coffee and she takes it. She smiles a little and says, “Thank you.”

“Do you mind if I sit here?” I point at a spot beside her.

“Yes-” she shooks her head, “I mean no, it’s okay just sit there.”

“So.. You’re playing as Hannah Baker, huh?” I sip my coffee.

“Yeah,” she laughs a little. “Don’t really suit me, right?”

“No no no it really suits you, I guess,” I have another sip, “minus the suicide part, you know.”

She laughs, again. Gosh I would pay thousands even billions of dollars just to see this. She just looks like an angel and I just loves her so much.

But then her laugh fades as her face turns into a sad one. “I think the suicide part is the part that suits me the most.”

“What?”

“BREAK TIME IS OVER GUYS LET’S GO BACK TO WORK” the director sits on his chair again as everyone stands up and gets ready for the next scene, including Selena.

“Nevermind,” she fakes a smile. “oh and thanks for the coffee by the way.” She walks away to the shooting area, leaving me sitting alone, confused. One thing on my mind: “is she okay?”