Sometimes, I think what if you come back? How will I face you? That will be the hardest task for me ever, I must tell you that. I think of you kneeling down in front of me, asking for forgiveness and begging for another chance. I won't be able to hold back the joy but I'll reply "I won't be able to trust you again."
I hope you shed a tear and say "I'll do whatever it takes to make you trust me again." My heart lightens up but again I don't express it. I look deep into your eyes. "You'll leave me again" I say and burst into tears. You get worried and wrap me in your arms tightly. Your body against mine and your hand rubbing my back calms me down.
I hope because it's a lot I've held back in me and I need to let go of it. You'll raise my tiny face by my chin and wipe away the tears. You'll whisper "never" into my ear. Maybe just a word can make up for everything you've ever done to me. Then you pick me up and spin me in circles, we both fall down next to each other holding hands.
You laugh with a sense of worry and I laugh while sobbing and with the overwhelming feeling. We look up to the stars. We just lie there in silence for a while in each others arms. I'll look up to you. "You're an idiot" I say and with that I'll attach my lips to yours..... And you disappear.
*I seriously wrote this while crying*
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