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*her point of view*

You begin to think you don't need anyone and anything to make it through. I've always had this idea of being happy with what I had and being happy as what I am. But someday... This happened. Some random guys crosses my path leaving me breathless. I don't think about boys usually. To be honest I ain't that girl who loves having someone to love her or make her feel special. Well as per me. I come handy. I love myself and my music and my Lana Del Rey CD collection. But this guy has got me stuck. That one look. I can't stop thinking about it. Yet I feel like I should stop. I'm the bold type. The say it on my face bitch type. Might wanna call me tomboy? Go ahead because I am one.

I am the most reckless person you will ever come across. But he didn't know it. For him I was just another girl. All I know is a nameless face and some chills I feel running down my spine whenever I see it. I had fantasies. I was day dreaming. Talking to myself. Talking to him. Talking to us. Stupid.

So I had no faith of anything happening between us. Well, why should I? An 'us' that didn't even exist. But then one fine day...

He was coming my way and felt a little awkward but sure he did try. We both introduced ourselves. All this time I couldn't get my eyes off his sparkling eyes. He couldn't keep eyes off mine either. Like I am walking through an aisle and he's waiting for me and like we're about to say our wedding vows. Oh damn where is this going? I started thinking too much and head over heals for him already.

Confession. Confession.

What if you end up being with someone, whom you wanted to be your everything? Unbelievable. Propitious. Ecstatic. I was, Indeed.

I pray to be able to value it as much as I can. Stay optimistic.

My word for you if you ever fall in love.

And you try to live your life for someone else. Someone worthy of the time you want to sacrifice for. Well when you get to know him, all you wanna do is explore the depths of his words and feelings. Know him better than his heart. Love him like no one ever loved him. Give him all the joys. Give him all of you.

Make his arms your happy place. His thoughts your advice. His saying's your belief. His love your strength. Do anything and everything because not everyone is blessed to end up with a person they care about and love the most, do they?

Cry like you've never lost anything before. Smile like there couldn't have been a more peaceful and and lovely view in this whole world. Laugh like nothing is funnier. Love like it is the only thing that you ever wanted in your life. All for him.

That's what I learnt in love. Because its more than just buying gifts and celebrating anniversaries.

When someone else's happiness is your happiness, that is love.
~Lana Del Rey❤

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